Dead In The Head.

Random thoughts I need to get out before I kill myself for real.

Flicker with the city lights
Watch the water from the rocky heights
Of hope and heart I have learned
Love rejected
And a cry unreturned.

I have disappeared.

Where was I? Can you tell me where I was? I don’t know anymore…

Maybe I was on SMS all day. Just hiding and running away from everyone. But why? Why…?
That’s right, I ran away. I ran away from everyone. Because I wanted to disappear. I didn’t want to exist anymore.
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I won’t say it’s supersailerriffic.

Right, it’s been a rather long period of time since I wrote a blog, not that anyone cares or anything, but I finally found enough time to game abit and start blogging. Huzzah for me.

Right, on with MMO.

Well, I went and reinstalled Gunz(For the what, 2nd time repeatedly?) and friends at school issued me challenges. What could go wrong, you ask. And I ask. read more

The GunZ Valley

Pending deletion.

And my logo will be there for every blog until I get a new one

How many times, Gamer?
How many times have you wallowed in despair
In looking at the far side of the valley
Reaching at something unreachable
Until you traverse the perilous terrain before it?
And how many times have you
Stared up a boulder before you moved it
Submerged in your own inadequacies before
you learnt how to swim?
How many fellow travelers have you
Looked down on in contempt
Harsh words felling them step by step?
Or looked up, burning with envy
Wishing you would be like them?
Or the moment of despair as you
Watch the stupid egregiously krukolibidinous FunnyFroggy walk past you
Advancing faster than you
And how many times have the FunnyFroggy clones looked down
Saying,”You will never become like me
You are too young, too weak”
And how few times have the FunnyFroggy clones looked straight to you,
Saying,”Keep it up”?
Despite overwelming lack of warmth
Some souls would help you overcome your challenges
Fewer souls would lend you a hand when you drown
And fewer still the souls would walk with you, and say,
“Let us reach that peak together, brother!” read more

Another SMS day.

Just another day in SMS tbh :3
levelled Acronym a bit, and same with Synonym
Was waiting for Jaz to come on O:
Been 2 days since she’s been on T-T

Oh, i suppose i should introduce myself.
I’m James, i play SMS
I can’t really think of much more to say tbh
Feel free to add my characters if you wanna chat :3

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A Hero’s Struggle Ch. 1

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Finally, I have completed this piece of work that took an unprecedented amount of time! An extremely long time!
For those of you who don’t know, this is the re-remake of this story! Yes, this shall be the third version I’m releasing! (Old one reached about 15 chapters and was incomplete)
Even during this one though, which took forever mostly because I only spent time on it during random times and took my time with it, I kept editing and editing it and editing it and probably re-wrote this chapter 2 or 3 times. This shall probably also be a longer author’s note because I have a lot to say. read more

You phayl.

You phayl.

SarangTAE: Global-Broa
LEVEL: 51
FAME: 48
RANGE: N/A
MESO: 1.3 mil
P.T: 7 hrs

Well, I guess first things first. I leveled from 50-51. Being happy, and while distributing my SP and AP, I clicked Spiegalmann again for entrance to the cpq, getting ready for another grinding session. “access denied lozl” Then an invisible coconut punched me in the face with a fistful of betchy reminders. I was level fifty one. read more

Noob of a Noob

Well, hello there folks. Its been a little while since I wrote my other blog, and though good oprotunities to write them arose, I was kind of busy with MapleStory its self, so yeah, haha.

First thing I’m going to mention is my girlfriend (who goes by AngelPancake here) finally got her computer to run MapleStory, so since thats out of the way, we can finally both enjoy it together. Yay! Also, please don’t call her a nubcake, I really don’t like that at all. She might have not used good grammar in her first blog, but please don’t be harsh on her. read more

Pedo Cat? o.O

I hate it, you’re always smiling.

Such a strong, cute and popular person.
I hate it, I am slow, a dunce.
No one needs me at all…
You’re always skilled and don’t seem to have weak points.
I’m sure you often make fun of people like me.
Actually, I want to try talking to you.
I think, maybe we can become friends.
You, whom I’ve always envied,
Were trembling by yourself, crying hurt.
Hey, have you ever been scared and all alone?
I guess everyone can be miserable and weak…
If I had more courage,
I would’ve hugged you tight.
“I’m certain we can talk about a lot of things.”
And,
Little by little our time ran out.
Why? I can’t hear you, you’re breaking up.
I was having such a good time too… You, who could weep when scared,
Smiled all the time,
For show only.
Hey, I’ve been scared and all alone, too.
Miserable with my insignificance.
If I had more courage…
I would’ve hugged you tight.
Just imagine it and you won’t be alone.
Close off your ears, and see with your heart.
See, who will have tears today?
Like the wind, I will envelop you…
Hey, have you ever been scared and all alone?
I guess everyone can be miserable and weak…
If I had more courage,
I would’ve hugged you tight.
Hey, I’ve been scared and all alone, too.
Miserable with my insignificance.
If I had more courage,
I would’ve hugged you tight.
Hey,
Everyone can feel like they’re alone.
That’s why we get scared.
There’s nothing to be afraid of, though.
I will be there to hug you tight. read more

You totally expected this.

(Before I start—I finally got an account for SMS. But now it won’t let me create a character. Go figure.)

Admit it. You expected this.

I checked out the link to this article on the MS homepage.

After laughing through most of it and scratching out my eyeballs for the rest, I decided to have a little fun and do some translating. From English to Vicelin. read more