well here’s a good spot to being, the web page for the first time i wrote this? yeah, just all the sudden said “webiste not responding”
well bite me your emo too

ANYWAY.
onto to the newest junk with me!

i have been accepted into a new guild, and now realize i was influenced far too much by one person who said it was bad.
(they guy i wrote about in my last blog)
the guild is great, and full of very nice people. and i’m happy i was accepted in, (and had all those sweet people vouch for me, i applied to be with you! ) read more

what can i say, ya know how when you take break from a game, for whatever reason. your usually psyched to start playing again??
well, maybe i should’ve waited a day to go back.
i had logged in a couple times over the last 2 weeks, just scoping out the impact of newer updates and stuff, checking up on old friends and whatnot.
but yesterday was the first day i’d logged in twice in a row. before, i hadn’t really done anything, just sat there and chatted, letting my fairy level (he levels almost as slow as i do now)
anyway, yesterday was like my official return to TOP, where i trained, quested, sailed. checked out new crap. the whole 9 yards. the day seemed to start on an off note with me being constantly hounded by a noob. “train me i know people in good guilds, i can get you in” ummmm no. go away. then he said he was going to report me. so i was like go ahead. (i didn’t want him to, because i was training my noob at the time) he said i won’t report you if you give me your fairy. what kid, please, **** off already. so he then proceeds to cuss me out and then says he’ll leave me alone if i can beat him at PVP. he’s a crusader, no gemed swords or special equips as far as i can tell, and at least 20 levels lower than me.
to those that play, you’ve got to know a seal master vs a crusader that weak, if just like….like flicking a fly and killing it.
so i go and beat him, then he says i cheated. how the hell did i cheat?! i was seal, bolt boklt dead. there was no cheating. so he says fight him again and don’t use my fairy. ok….. i beat him again. then he says don’t use seals. ao i don’t, i bolt him and run away, when he gets close i bolt bolt him again and he dies. wow, stunning. he said i was cheating still and he was going to report me for it.
I DID NOT CHEAT YOU JUST SUUUUUUUUUCK.
i didn’t say that though, i started to walk away and he says one more time! no seal no fairy OK?
“do you promise to leave me alone of i kill you?” he said yes, so i went and killed him.
no seals.
no fairies.
i didn’t even use cakes! the kid was a seriously weak crusader.
so finally feeling i was free of him, i went all the way back to the forest where my noob had been left patiently waiting.
and started training her again. HE COMES BACK. and tries to ks me.
but i can 2 hit everything there, (kinda like him XP)
he starts saying i’m ks him, then asks why my friend isn’t attacking. (up to this point i only make her give a def bonus to herself because she’s a pure spr cleric, she can’t take a punch worthy anything yet.)
and i said because i promised to train her, she was my friend. so he starts swearing at me because i would train her but not him, blah blah he’s going to report me. so instead, i reported him for harassing me so damn much.
then he starts challenging my noob to PVP.
she’s only 2 levels higher than him. and still very weak. (well her attack power is awesome) so i decide what the hell, i go and buy her the medal of valor or whatever the hell it’s called, send her into PVP with mr annoying “i can’t shut my ****ing mouth” and sorta give her a nice power boost with intense magic. read more

well i’ve missed writing about my days in top. and even though at the moment my poor little seal master,
and ever ever growing flock of noobs has found themselves alone (cuz i play them all X_X)
i am none the less still Loyal to the now empty guild, that was once the best damned DS guild in all of phoenix.
well here’s the thing with that,
one member, single handedly brought down the guild.
at first it just started with the 2nd in command not wanting to play anymore, that led the guild leader being a little less active, but ok, fine, he was still around.
then one of the people, who i have blogged about, (i think) started screwing around with the girls in the guild, which after they found out they were getting played, either stopped playing or left guild. this left some of the other people in the guild feeling kinda alone, and abandoned, so they stopped playing too.
then finally it boiled down to just a very tiny handful of us being left.
then that guy, ya know the one that’s messin with the girlies? (trust me i’d know i was one of them too, but i just stuck it out) he went to DW with this other kid, we’ll call him chille. well they got in right after Nin and Kik went into the portal, well chille wanted to PK SOS members, so Yang just sort of hung back and it’s like, well, whatever do your thing just don’t drag me into it.
well, that pissed off Nin and Kik pretty bad, but Yang didn’t want to get involved, which is fine, i mean i know it sucks to loose EXP and durability off equip, but come on, it’s a f***ing game.
well it finally erupted into a match of low down insults between both parties.
yeah it pissed ya off to die in games, cuz you always loose something. there is always going to be a penalty.
but it isn’t worth ripping apart an already damaged guild. and that did it.
Kik left, i havn’t seen Nin on that char in awhile, but from time to time i see her in the PVP on her voyager.
and after that whole mess happened, the stress and tension that was in the guild, became a bit much for the guild leader.
so now i stay in hope that either the guild well get a breath of new life in it, i mean it could just be that this all happened right before school started, and that people are busy, right?
and also because i’m loyal to ’em. it’s the best guild, or was.
so when the guild leader decide to disband us, that’s when i’ll probably fall in line with that guild that owns DW.
or one of it’s allied guilds. -.- read more

WARNING! WARNING! LONG BLOG!

wow, well it’s been quite awhile since i updated this thing.
well as far as life in TOP goes, it consists of one thing.
dark swamp, Dark Swamp, DARK SWAMP! (and 1 guild war, thats at the bottom since it’s short)

i usually do dark swamp, 1-3 sometimes 4 times a day.
(which is super hard because it only opens every 3 hours, so if i do 5 times a day, then i’ve jacked up on caffeine or have severe insomnia)
if Yang is online, (one of the coolest people i’ve ever met. usually late night dark swamp runs he always is) then we usually clear out every chest in dark swamp level 1, 2 and 3.
(i honestly prefer going with just yang at night, we have more fun and we don’t have to split with 4 other people) read more

ok first off, the good news. i’m level 50! **victory dance** which means i can equip all that udine equipment that’s been clogging my bank lately.
but anyway.
i’ve finally found a good party system to go to dark swamp with. 2 tanks, and a cleric. 2 clerics if i can possibly find another. (i usually go at 3 am, so it’s usually a take what you can get situation). read more

well yesterday was a pretty kick ass day.
except for the unfortunate event with the eva cheston my hunter.
back track, i had been leveling my ass off all day, and had finally reached level 46 (got to 47 today) so i decided since i had about 75k, and i’d leveled enough, i’d go merchant. i get to about 110k and buy a couple NSS, then as i was browsing the shops around the back of argent i see every seal masters dream, eva chest of seal master, 50K EACH! sadly, i can only afford 1 out of the 5. so i buy it, then trade all my NSS to my hunter. i only had 3. i get a few crummy equips which i merchant and get around 25k. so i go and buy 3 fortune lots and 2 career lots, i end up with 80k (snagged another eva chest) and double experience for an hour. i get so close to getting to level 47 before it runs out (oh yeah i got 10k exp from the other fortune lot)
after it expired i went and merchanted a bit more, bought another chest, so far i had gotten crap from them (meaning i already had them)
bought another one, still nothing i wanted. (which kind of sucks, because you can’t NPC chest equip from eva, so u can only throw them away) then i just figured fine then. i go back on my hunter and bought some NSS with the money she had left.
i had just enough to buy another chest so i go back to the stall and get another one, then much to my complete and total shock, i get the items of my pursuit! the coat of udine! so i’m boucing about all happy, then the alarming realization hits me. I CAN’T TRADE IT! fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. so that makes me flat out emo for about an hour.
i go back on my seal master and start mass slaughtering everything that i see. (i was venting) and eddy pops up.
so then i vent on him for awhile. read more

ok first off to explain the title, only really kinda bad part of my day (i went to bed at 4 cuz i was sick yesterday so i decided to stay up all night when i woke up to catch a night of 2X EXP)
so i was soooooooo close to leveling, i was in abandon mine 3 training on pumpkin nights and getting kick ass exp
well Eddy gets this idea that we should mob, and i’m thinking “did we not just almost die with 2 attacking us?”
before i could say anything, he ran off. i figured whatever, he’ll be back so i waited, then 3 pumpkin nights respawned right by me, so i dash away towards where eddy ran off to. and there he was, running towards me, with at least 15 of these freakin things following him! then another spawn of about 6 came up from out of no where. so i turn tail and run for my freakin life (i really wish i screen capped this, i didn’t even know it was possible to have that many pumpkin nights in one area, he must have mobbed the whole freakin level!) anyway remembering that we had claimed our little spot close to the entrance i run along the tracks, the exit to level 2 is just around the corner…. but sadly with another kid low mobbing (as in like, 3 or 4) they saw me coming and ran right at me, i stopped to heal, but in the short 2 or 3 seconds that it takes to cast the spell, the pumpkin knights swarmed around me like sharks to fish guts.
and that was it X_X. read more

ok celebration dance! **dance** i have finally become a respected level on top! and have advanced, as you may guess by the title, to a seal master.
and i have to say, i feel freakin’ unstopable. i can drain defense, speed, stop physical and magical attacks. and i can find monsters that are hiding! it’s freakin awesome.

this also means for me, i have secured my spot in the guild, which i’m beggining to question.
it seems everywhere i go, someone knows that guild, and the guy who runs it.
and it seems to be it has a negative reputation, so i’m a tad bit curious as to why. my friend told me the guild leader is crazy and treats the other people in the game like crap. but for the first time since the unfortunate event in shaitan, i spoke to him. and he seems pretty nice.
he has a reputation for being one of the richest people in the game, but told everyone in the guild he blew all his money.
but, whatever.
i also got alot of nice equips for lvl 40. and have moementarily, given up hope on the abraxas robe.
but thats just until i go to maps again.
and to date, i am level 42!
i love 2x exp weekends, which saddly, have ended. read more

i am so happy! today i finally got to get into forsaken city, 3rd time really IS a charm!
anyway, about forsaken city. it freakin rocks! every second, if you don’t watch your step, you could die! o.o
it was probably the msot fun i’ve had so far.
and to boot, i made a new friend who helped me through the whole thing.
we split the loot half and half, i got alot of runestones! he said i could have any herbalist or magic casters chests, and he even let me keep the beauty chest! (i should’ve sold it instead of opening it, i got 2 blue dyes >.&lt
it’s amazing that these chests are worth so much when their priezes are usually crap, but then again….., my dream equip comes from an impossibly expensive chest.
as much as i want it, the gorgeous unsealed (or sealed, just gimme one!) Abraxas robe. i can not afford it :'(
anyway moving on.
i got invited to a guild, which made me so happy because i was recruited, not applying. small downsides though,
first, i need to get to level 40, and fast.
and 2, one of my guild mates is a guy i kind of insulted.
when i was in shaitan with a friend awhile back, we saw this higher level, and i said i thought he looked cool and we invited him to our party, he called us noobs and said unless we have 100k to pay him to train with us then to get lost, well me and my friend had been arguing about me not wanting to join a guild,
so i said to him “see, that’s why i don’t want to join a guild, almost all higher levels are assholes.”
and guess who that asshole was X_X
i am terrified that he is going to remember who i am and get me kicked from the guild, since the main reason i got let in at my level is because my friend told the guild master i was nice.
anyway i’m gonna go level.
attached is a picture of abraxas robe and it’s matching staff. read more

well to start off, i have a gambling problem. but for once it payed off!
now for those who are confused, here it goes.
every time i’m in the argent market, and i have some loose cash, i will buy a lot or two (lots are kind of like the lottery, you can use a career or fortune lot, to get either extra exp or loose some, double exp, or for fortune, gain or loose money, or get an item)
anyway, i try not to get too many at one time, so today i bought 3 of each. first i lost 3k, then gained 0.2 more, then got 5k. (wrong order i’m sure but i was half asleep so who cares)
first career lot, i lost 7k exp (ouch!) then i got that back with 10k exp with a nice bonus (yay!) then the best lot of the whole day! (and ever as far as i remember)
i got double exp FOR AN HOUR!
so i immediatley run to the teleporter and go back to iceicle and train on the fragile snow doll. (they give a ton of exp)
i trained and trained and trained, (got ks’s alot though) and got to level 34 before it expired, normally i spend that long getting one level.
i was sooooooooooo happy! it gave me a power rush though, as i quickly realized how much it sucked leveling without it. read more