Elixer Isn’t half bad

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Donnie: I made a new friend today.
Dr. Lilian Thurman: Real or imaginary?
Donnie: Imaginary.
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I love Donnie Darko =)
It’s one of those movies that makes you think and go “aww !&@^” at the end.
I’ve been watching a lot of…odd movies lately.
-Donnie Darko
-Edward Scissor Hands
-Sleepy Hollow

Etc.

Eh So Far I turn off my maple life It’s …Not existent anymore to me. Lv 110 w/ Aorund 10…15%.

Moving on my real life went to – Good – 8!&@# HORRIBLE – Good – Depressing

One good because: I passed all my excel exams & poetry language exams

8!&@# HORRIBLE because: My mom lied to be about a lot of crap that I wont go into details about it but we aren’t talking as of 7 days now.
Also horrible that I feel totally in left field now.

Good (Again): I’ve been talking to Auron a lot more and he helps me A LOT. Like no one else does. I swear If i didn’t have him I would have kill myself already.

Depressing: He (Auron) Told me that his mom gave him a …guilt lecture ( I hate LOATHE those ) about how I’m making him fail in school and what not. Since when do I control a persons actions? What they do is their choice not mine and Now she doesn’t like me. Well big whoop half the world doesn’t like me from my gathering. & now i feel bad because well i didnt want you to get in trouble but now its like gah ~!&~@&@ >_<

Eh I haven’t been feeling my usual peppy happy self either. Head aches and depression isn’t cutting it.
Plus my parents riding on me (aka my dad) is ticking me off
Saying all i do is stay in my room and its like “well either way you wouldn’t talk to me anyway” its true we rarely talk
So i don’t know where he is getting off >_>

I have therapy tomorrow.
Shall I pour my heart out to a stranger that gets paid by the hour
Or Keep it tucked inside.

We’ll see.

6 thoughts on “Elixer Isn’t half bad”

  1. Yeah, so my friend and I were talking about those people who get paid to listen to other people.
    And I was wondering how easy that kind of money is.

    Guess not.

  3. SilverFx said: “Yeah, so my friend and I were talking about those people who get paid to listen to other people.
    And I was wondering how easy that kind of money is.

    Guess not.”

    Silver, I thought someone as smart as you would know therapists helped plenty of people to recover from mental depressions. It’s not as easy as it looks.

    Shame on you. ):

    [♠]

  5. Did your mom lie to you like:

    You: Mommy, where do babies come from?
    Mom: From little animals called mombearpigs!

    Or lie like this:

    Mom: You’re sister ate the pie. *burp*
    You: GAHH! *attacks sister*
    Mom: *burp*

    Nah, I’m just kidding. But seriously though o_O

  6. iSPADE said: “

    SilverFx said: “Yeah, so my friend and I were talking about those people who get paid to listen to other people.
    And I was wondering how easy that kind of money is.

    Guess not.”

    Silver, I thought someone as smart as you would know therapists helped plenty of people to recover from mental depressions. It’s not as easy as it looks.

    Shame on you. ):

    [♠]”

    1) I’m not smart. If anything, I am one of the silliest people I know.
    2) I apologise for my un-optimism about therapists. Have read too many books about skeptics of therapists.
    3) I did not say it was easy. Did I say it was easy? I wondered.

    [edit] >.>

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