Thank for everyone’s support, although that Timmy guy didn’t quite understand, I appreciate the thought. (I also want to thank The Ninja for helping me too, I’m not sure exactly what it was about what he said that helped, but it did.)
Yesterday, after fourth period (Religion) my teacher held me back after class. She asked me why she sensed so much tension with my ‘friends’ and me. I told her I didn’t really want to talk about it, but she sorta got me to.

I told her the whole story, how Chelsey and I got together, how my life changed so much, and how it ended.

I found some closure though. Earlier that day, I found the REAL reason Chelsey ended the lie. She was lying to me about loving me, and I had wondered why she finally stopped. I found out. I remembered a week or two ago, one of my friend’s friend, named Kyle, had talked to me. He said he thought Chelsey was hot and that he liked her, and I didn’t deserve Chelsey.

And guess what?

She’s going out with him now, and she has been for a while. I’m guessing they started dating the day, or the day after she dumped me.

But part of loving her, is wanting her to be happy. So part of me hated her for lying to me, and for going out with someone else so fast, another part of me hated myself for falling into this, another part of me was relieved, for a lot of things made sense now, and one last part of me was sad, but just wanted her to be happy. As long as she was happy, I didn’t care, or, that’s what I told myself.

So anyway, I talked to my teacher for a good half an hour. Throught the story, my voice was shaky, my body was stiff, and my eyes just cired. Eventually she convinced me that it wasn’t my fault, that I’m still a good person who has a lot going for him. She commented on how ‘mature’ I was about it, how I understand it, how I still want her to be happy even when it hurts me, she said it’s okay to be a sensitive person.

Although my mind understood all that, it was mature, my heart ached. But she said that was okay. She said it’s okay to be sensitive, it’s okay to cry.

So when I got home, I declared life again. I’m trying my best to keep positive, thinking only of what I’m looking forward to, and trying to forget about any worries until when I get home. Most of all, I’m just forgetting about Chelsey, I’m just not even thinking about her. (Well, obviously I THINK about her, after all, I’m typing this now. But I mean, I’m stopping to pine over what she did, and I’m just not looking when she walks by, holding Kyle’s hand)

So I’m making new friends too. I no longer hang out with Chelsey or Andrea (She was sorta in the middle, but obviously picked Chelsey’s side). I’m sorta finding a new group to hang out with. (Before my new life, I had just sat by myself, sulking. . . It was sad.)

Now, to GAME related news!

Yes, FlyFF has taken another Maple victim! TWO Maple victims! That’s right, Jaq and I downloaded FlyFF and we’re well on our way! We’re in the Mia server. (I think the MMO user “Ink” plays in Mia, hi Ink!)

My character, “Mizutsu”, is aiming to become a Mercenary, he is currently level 11. Jaq is level 9 with his character “Pheelex” and he is going to become an Assist.

Comparison to MapleStory::
Pros:
-The community in FlyFF is, so far, INCREDIBLY nicer than in MapleStory.
-In FlyFF, it’s very easy for noobs to fund themselves. Potions and healing items are common drops.
-Fighting isn’t as active as MapleStory, but it’s much more than just clicking on an enemy and watching. You get to program a combo for your character in your Action Slot. So you can set up a string of 5 skills to be used in a combo, but they fit together like puzzle pieces, which makes it more fun.
-The graphics are VERY good. It’s 3D, and the detail is amazing.
-Most monsters won’t attack you if you don’t attack them.
-Levelling is pretty easy, but it’s not as fast as in MapleStory.
-Not many hackers.

Cons:
-Controls and basics of the game are quite complicated at first, and its easy to get lost.
-It’s LITTERALY easy to get lost.
-The music gets a bit repetitive, but so does MapleStory.
-If you don’t have 512 MB of RAM, (I dunno what it is, but it’s related to my point) you’re going to lag like MAD. The lag is WAY worse than in MapleStory, it’s like constantly being in Ch 1 of the FM.
-Translations are worse than in MapleStory, seriously. It’s like the game is an illiterate noob. . .

That’s all I can think of.
So I’m a new Rew!
And if anyone wants to talk to Jaq or me in FlyFF, we’re in Mia. Igns = Pheelex, Mizutsu, in respective order.