Guide us

I thought you were my friend,
I thought you were my best friend,
I thought you were a person, who could be trusted,
I thought you trusted me.

Such foolishness of me,
To listen to my heart,
Instead of my mind,
Alas, my friend,
Our friendship has ended here.
I opened my heart to you,
Gave you my trust too.
But all this while,
You were just toying,
With all my feelings.
You were plotting behind my back.

It was my trust that led me to this awful state,
But it was my trust that saved me,
Trust that led me out,
From deathÂ’s fingers.
Trust that led me out,
From crying my eyes out.

I told you my problems,
While you told me yours,
So I guessed I thought,
That I really knew you better,
And made this horrible,
Terrible mistake.
I had been pushed down before,
And that I tell you,
Was not a nice experience.
But gathering all my courage,
I stood up again,
But only to be pushed down by you.

Of course I had done you wrong,
I had called you names,
Disturbed you,
Annoyed you,
But in the end,
With my most humblest apology,
You forgave me,
Only to be,
Disturbed,
Annoyed,
Angered,
Once more.

But you held on,
With faith, trust and hope,
In our friendship,
Oh great and almighty gods,
What have I done?
I have brought our friendship,
To its knees,
Hope is becoming a word without,
Any meaning.

What will happen to us?
Only the future knows.
Oh great lord,
Oh mighty god,
Please, I beg you,
Do not destroy,
My final friendship with her.

[I]Guide us safely,
Through the dangers.[/I]