She commited suicide…

………….*bump*………………*bump*……………..

I wish I was lying……. but I don’t even know….. if she was kidding……… I mean……. this was online….. *bump* but my heart…… these tears……. *bump* I………..feel……….. its…….reality….

*bump*……………*breathing shallow* Everyone……….

I’m quitting FlyFF. I’m quitting everything game related….until I know she is okay…. until she comes back to me… to at least say hi…. until someone tells me shes alive….. and…..and………

*wipes a long stream of tears from my eyes*

Jazmin….I love you….
~Peter Yang

*EDIT*

This is CRAZY… she gave up her life so I could live mine? I…

It all started when I found an old photo of us. Me and her, when we were lower leved and first met. It shook my heart. My memory, it all came back. And …. and….

Will I ever hear from her again? Will I ever see her again? Will her friends tell me? Will they even talk to me?!?!? I don’t know…

Could this be her way of dumping me? If so, I would have been more okay with her just leaving me… she didn’t have to lie and say she killed herself! I…. this…. duck – d +f……..

I’m quitting games… I just need to stop… getting involved… with people’s lives… helping them… touching their hearts… giving them strength to continue… why would she do something so stupid. It’s all over dramatic. My heart’s broken…. torn to pieaces… but I’m smiling with these tears falling…

I know she hasnt given up…. she may have slit her wrist while on MSN… but…. somehow…. she…. at least….
I hope… she will…. live….
for me…
for herself…
for just…

…just…life…

This is the end of my gaming. No more… no more….

Farewell mmotales. You’ve all been so much fun, help, and amused me for a countless amount of time. Thanks.
~ZettoVyker

15 thoughts on “She commited suicide…”

  1. I feel really sorry for you, and i know how you feel.

    My very first girlfriend died in a car accident a month after we broke up.

    R.I.P Jazmin

  2. o_O Oh my…
    What happened? You sound. . . distraught, to say the least.

    Um. Maybe more info, so we can help you out on this?

  3. SilverFx said: “o_O Oh my…
    What happened? You sound. . . distraught, to say the least.

    Um. Maybe more info, so we can help you out on this?”

    Seems like he was playing a game and met a girl. After a while he said she suicided.

  4. If you want, go read how I met her in my earlier blog “Just a Stranger”, And then, there’s so much more how we got together. She talked to me about heart felt things about her life, And I got a lot of advice from her for a lot of my life problems too. So given the amount of time we’ve had together,

    We grew close, very close, without having to physically be there, she held my heart, I held hers, and she fell asleep that way,

    I hope she wakes up, and that she was just lying to me, that would make everything much better,

  5. So if you knew her so well wouldn’t you know what problems were causing her to do this?

  6. I’m really interested because there’s this guy named Peter Yang in my school. . . x_x;

  7. Shut up and get lost, harrybladder, before I come after you with a flamethrower for being such an insensitive idiot.

  8. harrybladder said: “Noob. You barley new her in real life. Go cut yourself. kthxbai”

    I think he was an idiot in basil too.

  9. harrybladder said: “Noob. You barley new her in real life. Go cut yourself. kthxbai”

    Oh, shaddap you blunt person. Don’t you have any HUMAN CONSCIENCE?

    Don’t leave, Zetto! XO

  10. Interesting, to say the least.

    If the situation you describe exists in reality, I offer my consolations.

    If it does not, I salute you.

  11. Iepat are you sceptical of this blog?
    Forget it, I don’t want to create dispute.
    Anyway I’m really bad at consolation so I can’t help much, less I say something wrong.

  12. harrybladder said: “Noob. You barley new her in real life. Go cut yourself. kthxbai”

    You deserve to be stabbed through your monitor.

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