Something, no title can describe.

Today is a sad sad day.

I just realised… how much I actually love my whole guild. My guildmate, a leader of another wing, passed away, in real life. Though we were not closed, I’m still sobbing. It makes me wonder about life. She was so young, she had a bright future ahead of her. She was very lovable.

I read a blog about a mapler passing away. I was an a-hole and didn’t give a d@mn at all. Now I know what it feels like, to lose a friend. Even if not in rl, even if we never met, even if I never really knew her, it’s really sad =*(. (That’s not meant to be a poem cause if I wasn’t emoing, I would criticize myself for lack of literacy devices)

It makes me think, how a game, can bring people together, and make them friends, even if you do not know if the other person is pretty, ugly, cute, thin, fat, acne-ful. It makes me reflect. I often used the virtual world to release my anger through flaming. But this makes me regretful now, that on the other side of the world, country or continent, there is an awfully real person reading it, and feeling the pain.

Today is a sad sad day.

Edit:

I added this somewhat inspirational phrase

Memento mori

(Latin for “Remember we all must die”)

15 thoughts on “Something, no title can describe.”

  1. Edited so that no one will talk about the band stated. Fenrir please edit your posts too.(End of discussion about MCR, if you want to flame me, pm me if my inbox isn’t flooded by tears yet)

    I just added the latin phrase, memento mori, to make me less emo =( But it’s not working!

  2. =[ *pats Verbose* That sucks. If you need someone to talk to, or something, just chase me up. =D

  3. Awww, currently reading testimonials from guildmates. But if you want to see what sucks more, it’s dying (That wins hands down).

  4. C’mon Verbose cheer up .

    -Done with the comforting-

    Everyone has to die some day .

    And when I die [I know I will, I’m not an immortal] I’d rather not have people cry their eyes out at the funeral .

  5. The Ninja knows of death better than most of you, and that’s not just an idle statement.

    Verbose, remember this day. Remember that your actions to someone may be the last they ever see. Remember that even today could be your last.

    Mourn her passing, but thank her for reminding you of your mortality and inspiring you to be a better person.

  6. Hey, I saw momento mori from the book Series of Unfortunate Events in the academy one. >.> I gots me a different motto.

  7. Annikabelle said: “C’mon Verbose cheer up .

    -Done with the comforting-

    Everyone has to die some day .

    And when I die [I know I will, I’m not an immortal] I’d rather not have people cry their eyes out at the funeral .”

    True, being the werid person I am . I usually think about death . And seriously, don’t cry because a person . Smile because the person lived .

    Found that In newspapers .

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