Losing focus day by day

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I never should have met my friend in the first place. Day by day, night by night, I start to lose focus. I never did wanted love before, but some how I did. In a result, she left my heart shattered. It nearly hurted me. Ever since I wrote my last blog, things happened, I was deseprate day after day. I walked in a lonely road, dark, scary, and looks liked a never ending road that I will ever see to finish. Besides, I was a tool to her, I was being used and she never did loved me or even tried to love me. I was a fool. If this is love, I had an enough of it. I need to finish my goal now, ever since I started Maplestory, I made a goal, be level 80 and beat the clock boss at Ludibruim. And then quit, but then after I met my friend, things changed. I became her boyfriend, thing was being good, I was going to forget about my goal, until she broke up with me and then she lied and cheated on me by that. I remembered my goal and kept on going, no one is going to stop me of reaching my goals now. All I wanted was love…

(I hope you guys remember the song Mr. Lonely.)

Lonely I’m Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I’m so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I’m so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who’s always been there like ya
Know took all the bull**** then one day she can’t take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn’t by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was
Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I’m so lonely (so lonely),
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can’t believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain’t never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain’t nowhere in the globe I’d rather be, ain’t no-one in the globe I’d rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I’d be alone, I didn’t think you’d be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn’t mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I’d ever
Hurt my baby, and it’s driving me crazy cuz…

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

I really do miss her, I just can’t get her out of my mind…

6 thoughts on “Losing focus day by day”

  1. Sorry but life is tough. Although I have never been heart-broken by someone since I’m still single. Oh by the way, I know that song. I used to hear it all the time.

    ~Domi

  2. Wow, reading this feels like someone is just like me, You just punched me in the stomach the good way

  3. I know that song too.

    I used to squeak out the synthesised bits in a super high voice for fun, all the time.

  4. Lonelyyyy I’m soooo lonellyyyyyy!

    Lol. Good times, it was, when that song was still being played on the radio.

    But on a serious note, don’t worry bro, don’t worry, I know exactly how you must feel. =/

  5. Dont worry dude
    you’ll find the light again
    and if she broke your heart that badly,
    there will be a girl* who will be able to help mend it and make it more whole than it ever was
    but dont forget, you have to learn to be w/o someone
    and think of it as, she was blocking the way to your dream/goal

    {{*or a guy. . . . . .-shrugs shoulders-}}

    ~Cheezy

  6. That’s why I will never get a Maple GF

    Fake relationships.

    Also, there is the probability that they are ( as I have stated before )

    1. A man

    2. A pedophile

    3. A girl who cheats on ya ( All ’bout the NX. )

    4. A person who is related to Micheal Jackson and has copied all of the things he have and might have done

    5. An emo

    6. Is there a six?

    7. Siete?

    8. Eight?

    9. Uh.

    10. o.O

    Well, you get my drift.

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