I guess my first blog couldn’t end there. My life is still just beginning for me, and that certain part of it, isn’t ending.
One day, my sister told me that Andy wanted me to go to z4 chnl 20. I shookmy head signalling no. She looked at me in this way, understanding but still puzzled. I just sighed, and I was curious on what he wanted to say. I went to chnl 20&waited. Wondering what he wanted…I found out as a trade box popped up.
In trade:
He put tobi’s in one of the slots. I smiled a little, and then felt tears prick behind my eyelids. Took a deep breath, typed in, “No thanks…” then closed down the trade. He, on the other hand, wasn’t about to give up. He got up onto the platform (he was on the rope), dropped the Tobi’s, f2-ed then disappeared. Having no choice, I picked them up. I didn’t want some random dude taking them, then selling them.
“Andy!” I whispered him, no reply, and soon after I gave up and went to my own channel.
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Sometime Later :
[Wait~let’s freeze it, and let me tell a part of this story, that should’ve been in chapter 1.]
At the very beginning, he gaved me a heart box. You know the one from Valentine’s ? I guess he still had one, and he gave it to me, I remeber that day. I think we were both in Kerning ? I’m actually not sure, lolx. But he gave it to me, and I was, I’m not sure…if you looked at me in real life, you’d thought I struck gold ^_<
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I kept that box in the bank, knowing where to find it if I needed it. I didn’t think that day would come, but as usual, it came. As Andy was PQing on his mage, lv. 23, I traded him, dropped the box into the trade, and the k.fan he gave me before. He accepted, but then the Trade Was Unsuccessful. He didn’t have enough space in ETC. So I just traded him the k.fan, and dropped the heart box. I think a Warrior picked it up, but right then I could’ve cared less, Judy appeared beside Andy, so I just logged out.
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Days Later :
Whispers.
Andy : Hey lorie.
Me: Hmmmm?
Andy: You know the heart box you dropped? & the warrior picked them up?
Me : Umm…yea…
Andy : Well I bought it back from him =)
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I didn’t know how to feel. Confused and lost. Then i asked him the questioin, that’s been bugging me for a long time.
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Me : Andy, what don’t you just get back together with Judy?
Him : Because I don’t want to hurt you.
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Well Andy, here’s what I want to say to you, if your reading my blog, listen.
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I know that you still like her, and she still likes you. But please, if you guys ever do get back together or not, don’t mess with me anymore. Enough is enough.
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Andy : how do you remember all these things (he meant the last blog).
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Andy I never forgot a single second I’ve had with you. Maybe you dunt remember, but I once said, the day I forget you is the day that I’ll die.
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<3 Love Hurts ~ But I’ll get over this story.
Thanks for listening again guys. Does anyone think I should make up with Judy ? Comments <3
I’m sorry it had to continue like that, I really hope verything works out. I think you should avoid Judy, if she’s your real muimui, she wouldn’t have done something so low. But that’s just my opinion.
Lorie* <3
I agree with chanx. If she did something that harmful to your friendship and love life, she doesn’t deserve your apologies. It is her who should be apologizing to you.
I was in a similar situation, but in real life. I let a close friend in on a secret, telling her about a guy whom at the time I had really liked. She replied with “Hey, I like him too!”, a genuine smile on her face. I wanted to throw up on her. But I just can’t do that to friends as close as her. So I let go of whatever feelings I had for the guy that I liked, which was a goddamn a painful process.
To make things worse, after I had finally abandoned what I had felt for this guy, she gets a boyfriend. Yea.
Later that summer he came out the closet too, which was hillarious <3
So don’t be sad, you’ll get over it eventually. It does hurt, but you get over it.
EDIT: My sincere apologies for angsty ranting.
finally i found it. lol i was lookin on the site daily to see when this would be up. and thanks for the mail reply. You should just let her go, if she did something like that to you, she doesn’t deserve you <3 good luck
@abdc:
Hee hee, your name is ironic.
Its abcd, you silly!
Lorie, you rawk. Don’t let someone like that get you down. And as I’ve told you on AIM. I wouldn’t >_> Not after that little bish trick she pulled. Anyways, I’ll see you on MS! My Hero! (Clerics, FTW!)