How much I miss you…

So many things I want to tell you….
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Steven, I know even though we’re not together anymore…but there are things I regret not telling you before you left…
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I seriously never had somebody I loved as much as you…I’m sorry that it had to end this way, but it was the easiest way for you to leave me. Hating me, I know you’ll have memories of me, but already forgetting me. x3Forgotten…that’s why I even made that char.

I remember when we first met… zombies? Then Ludi? You died from Pap “laughs” jks <3. But I will never forget what happened in the last 4 months. I remember every joke you made, everytime we laughed at some nub who thought my pet could actually talk &how we always use to MM with Klara&Nick. How you helped me to power lv to 70. How you showed me how to MDT, DTPT, then finally VKPT. How we suicided at Pap x3 but never got to Zakum or Pianus. I love you for everything you’ve done for me…but please, if we got any closer, when we finally do grow tire of each other…it’ll be harder.

I know a lot of people have told you I was perfectly “normal” (acted like nothing happened when we broke up). Steven, I’ve cried so much my eyes are dementedly swollen, my lips bruised from trying not to cry out when my sister was around. “Steven looks normal” When Rya told me that, a stab of pain I shouldn’t feel went through me. Normal…did you forget me already…?

“I love you forever” Was all that a lie…lolx what am i saying, it’s all my fault.

Steven, I don’t even know what to do or what to say…but I swear the memories of you live on inside me, in SS-es, e-mails, but most of all my mind and heart <3

I hope you’ll find somebody much better than me and won’t treat you the way I did….

I love you Steven, but now it’s time to really say goodbye…<3

Lorie*<3

Open to all Flames & Shyt x3

15 thoughts on “How much I miss you…”

  1. Wow. I never figured I knew you. Lolez. I are. PiNKLAYDiE. Orrrrrrr. Blioga. :3 I think you happen to be friends with Teresa? o= I have David on my BL, and I would always see him type the name Lorie, but I never knew it was actually you. >_> Ah, my stupidity. ;3 I hope things work out for you. <3 Sorry about your priest. ;_; If you ever need any help, feel free to whisper me in-game. IGN : Blioga~ ^^
    x33

  2. Hmm, I get flamed for writing about my Valentines day, and you spill your guts on MMOtales.

    This could’ve been done in PMs, in person, in MS, over AIM, MSN or on your MySpace.

    Let’s see how many likes you get. Since it will obviously be more then what I would have gotten if I wrote the same.

    Did you even know him in RL?

  3. You got flamed for your Valentine’s Day thing because it wasn’t MMO related, and that was the point of this site.

    Hers, this IS related to Maple Story.

    Either way, Sorry things had to end that way? I always hate break ups, never kind on either side. If people say he looks normal, don’t believe them. Unless he truly hates your guts, then he’s torn up on the inside. I’ve broken up with girls before, and I’ve always felt like the worst person on Earth for the couple weeks after.

    But, you’ll survive and go on, I’m positive.
    And all of that cliche’d crap that Shmooki doesn’t do often.

  4. I’m sorry, Lorie.

    I didn’t mean to upset you when I said that.

    I’m there for you, girl.

    – Rya

  5. I can’t say I know what you’re feeling right now, but when I look at old screenshots of me and my friends goofing off. . . it just makes you miss the way things used to be.

  6. O_O

    Well I play FlyFF, but I feel what your saying, I definitely do. I mean I too have fallen for someone, but I can not even touch her for she is far far away from me. And I understand exactly what you mean by getting to close to them ^_^; it will just make the good bye harder T_T But Lorie, comming from another fellow victim of love through a game, pain comes and it eventually goes away, by eating some food, drinking a red potion, or if you wait long enough, someone will come and “heal” your pain away.

    also hoplessly have fallen for somone but enjoying at the maximum,
    ~Peter a.k.a. zettovyker

  7. Rya , it wasn’t your fault <3 and I know you’ll be there for me, =) & Thanks Sunia <3 and and yeah I r friends with David D Talk to you on Maple <3

    Lorie*<3

  8. O_O

    Do you know him in RL?

    If you don’t then here is a piece of advice:

    Internet relationships on kids games don’t work out. You end up breaking up and you cry till your eyes swell up. Sorry to say this but, if this was in game love, and not RL, then crying over something like that is unnesscary.

    If it was RL, then. . . Kick him hard in the weak spot.

    Thank you.

    ~Dest1 Productions™

  9. LOL thanks for the advice Des1, I know it’s kinda dumb but, it kinda grows on you, D AND SIRSOLO DON’T HATE

    Lorie* <3

  10. Exactly. Since this is related to MapleStory, and yours wasn’t even remotely close to an MMO, people read it.

    So go eat a frozen chicken pie, and get your butt out of the couch’s hat.

  11. I NEED YOU FOR THE MOVIE.

    With Beasty if possible?

    Hopefully, does your NX last until March the 7th?

    Just asking. It won’t matter if it doesn’t.
    But then again, I’ll have to change some parts. . .

    Please tell me when does the NX disappear. Thank you! ^^

  12. I have to actually agree with sirsolo. He is merely stating the truth. TalesUntold, all these repetitive blogs are on the edge of MMOT acceptable, and be forewarned.

  13. My first NX expires on March 7th and I’ll ask Beast if he’s gonna be on. <3 AND if HE wrote a blog about V-day, why can’t I write one about my OWN days? I don’t get why people are yelling at me cause I just want to say something out loud to MMO and I get flamed cause it got on the front page.

    Lorie* <3

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