Pull me out of here.

MMOTales.

It’s been a long time, ne?

And when I last recalled, I was a mere level… 1x Archer trying to start off in Kradia.

And now, I’m a level 39 Hunter, 62.14%. I’ve been lazy, to be honest. 1:09 AM in the morning over here as I’m typing this up, and I’m hoping I can get to 4x, then crash down on my bed and go to sleep.

But that’s not the reason I came here tonight, to type up this blog. No, I came here because I’m lost.

Not physically, mind you, because I’m right here. However, it feels so different now. It’s not like Broa, nor Khaini (which I still detest), but it’s some… Strange foreign place. It’s harder to find decent people in Kradia anymore, (No offense to those in Kradia) and it just feels so… Sluggish.

In Broa, it’d be really easy to just kinda… Move along and meet all of these new bunch of people. And yes, I do realize that Kradia is a new server. But even so, there’s something completely different about it. I don’t mind Kradia, it’s just that there’s this idea that nothing’s the same in my head anymore. Change isn’t good for Dan! D:

Apart from that, there’s tension going on. For those of you who know me, you know who I am now. Position and “job” wise, I’m a part of something now. And it sounds really tacky to hear it like that, but I’m a part of this… Thing. And I guess I’m just trying to pull through for it.

Another thing, a lot of my good old friends are finally starting to wither apart. Tensions are running high, and a lot of old friends are slowly getting to detest each other now. I don’t know if they detest me, because I certainly don’t hate them, but it’s evident to me that there are several of my friends that can’t seem to get along anymore. Besides that, too many of my friends have quit MapleStory (Le~ Gasp!) for “better” things. I don’t blame them either. Hell, the way things are looking right now, I’d give myself another few months before I decide to stop playing Maple as well.

But that’s me being depressive there. On the GOOD news…

…Well… Not much good news, persay. But I AM level 39. And although I’m lazy, it’s telling me that I’m finally getting some progress done. Which is always nice news when I’m involved. Plus, when I’m level 50, I can finally wear those nifty StormCaster gloves. God knows that’ll be fun.

So yeah. Angry/Sad/Lost feeling for a bit, but I’m still maintaining somewhat. It could be a lot better then what it is right now, but I think I’m satisfied for a bit, but it’s not going to last long at this point. Something’s gotta happen. D:

Anyway, I’ma stop being a depressive slob.

Happy Holidays to everyone! Have a great New Year! (Yeah, it’s early. But I don’t think I’ll post before 1/1/08. =X)

~Dan; “Snox”
RisingAegis, Level 39 Hunter of KradiaGMS

PS. I don’t think I mentioned this before, but posting a blog in MMOTales makes me feel happier somewhat. I ‘unno. I guess it’s nice to express your feelings. But I hardly do that anyway.

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I hope LPQ lands on something hard and bleeds to death, because I can’t stand it. Therefore, I must resort to these… Slow Teddies. D:

6 thoughts on “Pull me out of here.”

  1. RussetAure said: “You hate Khaini? Whatever for? Whatever has it done to you? D:”

    A certain someone’s gotten close to me in Khaini, and decided that hacking my account, then hacking ON the account, then having it go poof is fun.

    Long story short, I got screwed over there.

  2. Mmm same here pq is just . . . boring I mean there’s all these people try to get to lvl 70 in a rush. That’s why I stoped, and went back to grinding. With my always empty ch 18 EOS tower spot!

    Never
    Fails.

    Good luck eh? ~Nass~
    Crocher lvl 44 Spearman (Kradia of GMS)

  3. First like for ya!^^

    I’ve had moments every now and then myself, and they can be real downers. Just try not to let it overwhelm you; no problem exists without a solution. Trouble with friends? Get ’em together and talk about it if you can. Trust me, I’ve done it quite a bit on Maple Story. If that doesn’t seem to work, don’t be afraid to make some new friends. Basically, the name of the game is, if you ever get these feelings, do what you can to get those bad mental things out of your mind. Like any game, MS was made so people from all over the world could get together and have fun. Also, as far as different servers go, don’t feel too intimidated by it. When I started MS, I started in Broa, mainly because it was the fullest server without running into overpopulated areas. As more and more servers came up, I ended up relocating to Bellocan when I redid my bandit, back when it was new, and crammed with hackers. Nonetheless, keep two things in mind, because they’re true for a lot of people, like you and me:
    1. Obviously, the worlds and game content are exactly the same
    2. From the number of people that play MS nowadays, it’s a certain bet that you’ll find plenty of nice, fun gamers to make friends with. I had tons of friends on Broa, and it’s been no different with Bellocan.

    I hope I was able to help you with all this. Long story short, just have fun, and relax. If troubling times get to you, do whatever you feel will help you get by.

    P.S. I sort of agree with you on Ludi. Only difference is, I’d rather the smugglers just up and disappear for good. I have a feeling that alone would make the experience better. My opinion, though.

  4. Tninja has comments that are like mega-sandwiches.

    I agree about LPQ. Can we conspire together and come out with a diabolical plan to get rid of it once and for all?

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