What’s wrong with me? =(

Hi!

I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately =(. I can`t concentrate in draw, I can’t concentrate in the institute, I can’t concentrate on Maple Story….even my gf says I’m like “gone” these days…

In the institue yesterday I sliced (I’m in a cook institute) 4!!! times my fricking finger 4!!!! the same finger -_-, I mean I have 4 band-aids in my finger I can’t move it freely -_-…and when I sliced I just said a low ouch while I was looking how the blood was flowing ( wow that sounded soooo emo ._.)

At drawing….( this is what freaks me out more ) I can’t even doodle!!! I mean before I just needed do listen a to a song to draw pages and pages of doodles….now I can be proud I can doodle an eye -_- Well I’m still drawing fine the problem is that I can’t find an inspiration to do that -_-….

At Maple Story…Yesterday I died 5 times in a row, at the same spot, the same form -_-, after that I was just walking killing stuff and then, I found myself at Fire Drakes ( I’m still wondering how I got there…) of course I died (I’m lvl 36) and that’s did my maple day for yesterday I turned off the computer and gone to sleep.

Socially…my gf tell me that I’m gone these days, she says that in this month I’m eating less than always. She’s worried…I don’t want that for her =/

That’s all I just want you to tell me what’s wrong whit me? What I can do to fix this? =( PLease I’m almost begging you for some…help T_T

Thanks for comments

Fadox~

10 thoughts on “What’s wrong with me? =(”

  1. r u getting enuff rest maybe thats y ur zoning out or is something on ur mind that creates anxiety?

  2. EwItsAndy said: “r u getting enuff rest maybe thats y ur zoning out or is something on ur mind that creates anxiety?”

    English please? =/

  3. -.- are you getting enough rest maybe thats why your zoning out, or is it something on your mind that creates anxiety? HAPPY GAWD U DUN UNDERSTAND INTERNET LINGO lol jk

  4. Lack of concentration can be a lot of things. If this seriously concerns you, go see a doctor. They’ll be able to tell you what to do — and refer you to another doctor if they need to.

  5. Good advice Erin =/ besides I don’t like to go to a doctor I think this is enough serious for me to go see one. Another recommendation?

  6. Take a piece of paper and right down everything that comes in to your head. I’m no doctor but you could be border-line depressive. I went through the exact same thing.

    Or, you could just be tired, and stressed – take a break perhaps?

  7. I just made up this pic on paint, I got nothing to do >_>! and yeah that’s how I look like *F3*

    . oxMissyxo : Thanks I’ll try that =) I think it’s more stress than depressive. . . .

  8. Cute pic – you got talent. I’m artistically retarded xD

    Perhaps it is just stress, but sort it out and get on top of it before it becomes more than that ^__^

  9. Wow . . . O_O How the little good thigs came to me =’)

    I found out this song on a AMV

    Jimmy Eat World – The Middle

    Hey, don’t write yourself off yet.
    It’s only in your head you feel left out or
    Looked down on.
    Just try your best, try everything you can.
    And don’t you worry what they tell themselves when you’re away.

    It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.
    Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.

    Hey, you know they’re all the same.
    You know you’re doing better on your own, so don’t buy in.
    Live right now.
    Yeah, just be yourself.
    It doesn’t matter if it’s good enough for someone else.
    It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.

    Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
    It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.
    Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.

    Hey, don’t write yourself off yet.
    It’s only in your head you feel left out or
    Looked down on.
    Just do your best, do everything you can.
    And don’t you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
    It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.

    Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
    It just takes some time, little girl you’re in the middle of the ride.
    Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.

    Here’s the AMV:
    link

    Being the great Osaka’s fan that I am, I feel very similar to her because I’m always thinking/finding out weird things, really big and weird imagination, and I sleep a lot xD

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