Death of an angel, birth of a demon.
June 19, Korean Folk Town.
It is almost time, I can fell it, my swords are calling out to me and my scrolls are pulsing with power… In a few hours it will all be over, my friends, my hopes, my dreams, everything I have will be lost. And yet, I feel no regret, no fear…nothing, in these last hours I feel absolutely nothing…So this, is how death feels like? This…feeling of nothingness, is this what it means to die?
Someone…calling me, is that you Gina? I cannot hear you, am I deaf? I cannot see you either, am I blind? No…there is nothing left for me, I chose this path and I will get to the end of it… even if I have to die for it. Given the same choices, I would surely pick this path again.
Why did I choose this path? Because I was young and foolish, I sought power. Why did I seek power? I…I wanted power to show the world I existed…no. Now I know the real reason why I wanted power, I wanted to pour my hatred away. In my search for purity, I found that hatred and anger were meaningless, to purge myself of those, I must find in my heart every single fragment of them and destroy them.
And so began my long journey to purify myself, slowly draining myself of the feelings known as ”anger” and ”hate”. It was long, I faced many hardships along the way, met friends, lost friends and many other things happened during the year it took for me to accomplish my destiny…
And now…when I am so close to purity, I feel…tired, was it all a waste of time? Am I wrong in doing this? It is almost time…I am becoming unable to write…there is nothing left but to go onward, my faith…is sealed…
I will not falter.
My mind is broken.
My body is wrecked.
My soul…is lost…
And yet, the hour of my ascension…is at hand…
, I have no idea what’s happening, because its late at night and i’m drunk! joking
I like this blog! *likes*
BTW, it’s “sought” not “seeked”
I was looking for that, thanks a lot of pointing it out.
How do you makes those ellipses? You know, the dot dot dot at the very end.
-=The Nazgul=-
-=The Nazgul=-“
Err, you just write three dots? o_O
Me likey! Seems lots better then mine. Hopefully you won’t be like me and only make a chapter every like 5 months or so -,-
Nope, it IS a Diary so I’m adding a new one, every day.
Too many ellipses.
Cut down on them. Your fourth paragraph read much better than the others, solely because of the lack of excess periods. ^^;
That’s the one thing that spoils this chapter.
That’s the one thing that spoils this chapter.
I like ellipses, and the reason why the sentences are so short is because it was handwritten and I didn’t bother to make them longer when I typed it on my computer.
This is fairly crappy due to the limited amount of time I spent on it and the fact that I was quite busy today, level 69 is a level that you want to pass as soon as you can.
Liked it, looking forward to the next diary entry!
(You’re like me, using too many periods XD)
I wasn’t talking about short sentences, when I talked about excess periods. XD (No, I’m not talking about /that/ kind of period too, so get your mind out of the gutter. :X ) In fact, I like short sentences; it’s something that I find hard to form. It’s just the ellipses. Like them or not, you can’t use that many in a paragraph. >>;
And I know what you mean about typing up handwritten drafts; I handwrite everything of mine too. ^^;
As for level sixty-nine. . . I think I spent at least one week (if not more) at it.