For some reason today was just the worst possible kind of day, where time flew by so slowly and I was worried the whole day about stupid things in life.

This whole day has been a daunting task to take my mind off what I think is a huge problem. Even though people keep telling me over and over again that its fine and its impossible, I’m the kind of person who needs to be sure of it myself. That will happen tomorrow, but for right now I’m in the worried-mode for dlanijer. This is where I get very tense and I tend to sit around my computer doing research .. or blogging now. I intended to play Maple Story, but server checks own my timing. Work also made leveling difficult.

Sorry for being so vague, I don’t think I have enough fortitude and security to be able to tell you all about my problem, its somewhat personal. But have you ever been in the same kind of situation? I’m one of those people who needs to “see it for myself to believe it.” If you’re someone similar, then it may be easier to understand. Keeping details out of a blog is weird, but I’m just a little too.. well yeah.

Oh Maple Story, where are you when I need my escape? @_@
Cookies and milk + tv + some skating with a friend = my escape for tonight.
Maybe at 12AM I’ll be playing? Look for me if you’re on Bera! Dlanijer FTW err L!!!