Im am just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored xl most likely Ill be bored on the holidays. Im dont opening presents and stuff and we dont have anyone over either. Id rather have ppl over to my house for dinner. I wish my grandma never had cancer. If only she drank more water before… Back to being bored. I dont feel like playing maplestory either. Its so boring! All you do is train train train and some quests. I only have 1 buddy on my buddy list cuz they keep deleting me! Pretty soon I wont even have 1 buddy! Im such a bad person. And yesterday I saw one of my old buddies. I left her for a week and shes changed so much. I mean, Nx Cash, a boyfriend with a crush ring, and she was actually one of those ppl who hang out in ch1 showing off her nx cash and her pretty boyfriend of hers. And so many things happened yesterday which made my heasrt weigh a ton. First Im so happy about Christmas. Then this guy asked me to marry him, then I saw that fcking friend of mine. She never even noticed me. Only when I yelled her name. Im not sure if I had even kept a friend for longer that a month. Sometimes I wanna suicide. Oh, I feeel so horrible of myself. My mom grounded me for a C and 11 wrong on my homework with 36 questions on it. I cant play until Marchg either. Its only the holidays I can. Pretty soon I think I really am gonno suicide. Kill me now.