Good Fortunes, Motivation, and Recovery

Well, I guess that this blog is pretty much three little blogs in one. I guess I should go in order then? No?

Good Fortunes

Well, in my life I wasnt the most fortunate child. I never really got what I wanted until I hit Junior High School and a small job where people pay me to take advance High School studies. But that just suddenly changed in the pass three years.

I made good friends, my talents were notices, and I continue to make more and more friends worldwide. And most of these friends come from internet sites and MMORPGs and Im happy to say the least, that there are people are there that are willing to give a damn about your existence when the ones that raise you dont even know you exist.

Besides all of that, (and as corny as this is going to sound) I feel better revealing myself to the world behind a screen with text and colors. Revealing myself in a way that I could best tell it and thats through stories that was fabricated with truth and lies of who I really am and those who are close to me.

I could say that one out of many many many different short stories that I have written; Ice Covered Road to Dreams was something that everyone liked. And that shocked me and inspired me to go a little bit more public with more of my stories. Of course, I could never go public with my first two stories, to graphic.

But all in all, this is a good fortune to me because I was able to go tell about myself without revealing myself. But since Im revealing the fact that I put some of my lifes troubles in the story well, I might as well go all out. But no. Not now anyway.

Other good fortunes fell on my lap, like a car and a new computer and a new job. But I come to realize are these material things all good fortune. If I had the chance to give a homeless person one of these three fortunes that I received in the beginning of the year. It would most likely be my job. Why you all ask? Well because the homeless person needs it more than I do, its something he can do to start back up on his feet. So Why would I give a way a high paying job if I have no money? Simple, Ill just sell the car and new computer to buy what I really need, not the things I want.

Well, moving on

Motivation

I have so many motivations I dont know where to begin!

I know lets start with Maple Story. Im motivation to go from level 55 60, at least, the end of the month so I could relax. Why such a leap? Well so many of my guild mates are 60 and beyond and I want to be amongst them, which is very different than trying to be them or fit in, so I could participate in guild mini events so to speak. Like help kill Jr. Balrog or Crimson Balrog. Go and try to visit the stronger monsters and not be killed, thank god for Clerics in Maple Story.

My other motivations, besides leveling, is trying to clear out dead space on my buddy list and invite new people on to be friends with. Its kind of lonely when no one is on or hardly even knows you.

Besides Maple Story, Im motivated to change my lifestyle to a better lifestyle, to help others when they need it, and speak out more and not to be so shy around people. (Shocked, dont be I really am Shy). And that comes to the ONLINE WORLD as well as the REAL WORLD. Im kind of scared to death when meeting new people because Im so conscious about my appearance, both in Maple Story (strange I know) and in real life. So I tend not to engage in too much conversation. Pathetic I know.

Im so used to being pushed around or away that Im thinking of changing that and Im very motivated to do so.

Also, seeing all these drawings of Maple Story folks motivated me to drawing more. And these stories, some that linger anyway. Are good, really good. That makes me want to write some more, but I dont think Ill ever have the time to do so but Ill manage.

Any more motivations at hand not really

Well, moving on

Recovery

Not that Im dying mind you, that would have been a terrible fate. However, Ive been ill so I asked a friend to at least help me with the auctions from Basil Market. Since Im usually in bed with the sniffles, or to lazy to do it myself. And recently Ive been injured. Nothing to serious, just a small wound that hurts a lot. But Pain Meds are wonders.

Im trying to recover from years of crying. This year, with happiness and with a more positive attitude towards life, I guess I’ll achieve more. But I dont think that this recovery type change would affect my writing in any way. Itll still be the same. Dark, semi-perverted, drama.

I shouldnt go on about it.

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Those are my Three Resolution for this Year. Many people start Resolutions but give up a week later. Im gonna stick to it this time and see the out come of it. I have about 11 months to make a change in myself. With these three things that Ive listed. I just pray that nothing bad happens to me this year.

-Aaru

10 thoughts on “Good Fortunes, Motivation, and Recovery”

That was really inspiring in itself!
Good luck with your resolutions, and I’m glad that you overcame those hardships and stuff. We need more nice people like you in the world =P

Well, the nice thing is 50/50, but that’s everyone.

P.S. You’re not going to get my four million.

Motivates and inspires.

You don’t have to fear talking about yourself behind text and colors because tey are people you probably don’t and won’t know and bother you.

I hope you will recover quickly, and get off the pain medicines, since it’s a pain to be bound to them, atleast I think it is.
I will also be looking forward to your new stories on MMO-Tales.

‘*EverydayHero*’
~Still dreaming

Hm. Well, no offense, but you could do with a grammar check. I make mistakes all the time, forget to check, and end up embarassed. But that’s just me.

I guess you have some pretty good resolutions, but I hate having to make them, and set a goal I’m stuck to. I hope you get through your new year fine, I know I will, because I’m ignorant. XD

Also, I know what you mean about feeling shy. Because you were like changing channels as soon as I noted to my brother that I ran into you, or the other way around.

As for reaching 60, well, I’ve slightly started, but I bet it’ll take a few weeks before I level up. I hit 17 deaths, none on purpose, and kinda gave up for a month or two.

Also, as I’ve said about your story, it’s pretty accurate up to how things went in real life, except Rogue doesn’t know Lex, or that other, Cleric-y person that I forget the name of. Yup. Except, y’know, Rogue didn’t like you in that way.

Y’know,change can be a good thing. Being sad all the time can be bad for your health, or something, I’m not sure about the details. Yup.
I haven’t seen you on Maple lately, but, Well, I haven’t been on for a freaking month, so there’s a good reason. Good luck with everything, I guess. Man, I hate commenting. It’s HARD, and I really hate placing my comments. Ah well. I’ll figure it out next time

Uh . . . How can I put this in kind words? Thanks for the comment, although it wasn’t very helpful. No offense. Um, my goals for this year is something I’m going to stick with. As for your brother and the story. Although I was kind of blind? I kind of let that die down completely, like. . . . road kill dead. Anyway, him in the story is not really like him, although I’m kind of using his persona. I know this makes no sense but it’s kind of hard to explain. Besides, the two stories that deal with your brother are fiction. Uh, pretty much your brother resembles someone that I’ve dated in real life as opposed to Maple Story. It’s all too complex.

What I’m trying to say is that I’m using his ‘character’ but not him, completely. Although the situations in the stories, both ICRTD and SOACB, happened in my personal life, just written through maplestory characters that I know and some that are fictional.

About my health, I am praying to the one mighty person upstairs to keep me healthy for another year and to let me see another year. And to also let what happened in the past, during my childhood, stay in the past.

I’m sorry if I’m being a bit Biznotchy but it’s been bugging me for a while and I had to say something about it. Almost everything in the story, at this point and time, is fictional. There is no complete reference of your brother anymore, instead the Rogue in the story reminds me of my childhood sweetheart.

Sorry