Well, Im back for another blog section. As you can probably tell the more I write these the more I get deep into thought. Today I dont want to go to far. Ok so I’m just gonna get going hopefully you guys can keep up. Ok so I have been playing MS for about 2 years now I played at the end of beta. A little while after I quitted MS I played another game. On this game I met a guy who was extremely nice and had alot to say was funny and always helped me when I was down. So I began to hang out with him more and more. But then my payment for the game ended. After it ended I did something I thought I would never in a million years do, I got a renewal just so I could hang out with my friend for a while longer. Eventually I got tired of the game and did in fact quit. After I quitted I missed my friend so much I had asked my other good friend from the game to help me get in contact with him. Then when I got in contact with him I conviced him to play Maple Story cause thats what I was playing. So now its about a couple months of us to on Maplestory and thats when things start to get confusing. Cause the more I hang out with him the more I start to like hanging out with him and pretty soon I started to like him. The thing I have promised my self to never say to him is how I feel cause I know he doesnt feel the same way about me. In one way I think its harder to keep it inside then it would be to tell him, so I keep it to my self and all my good friends. I know I have to move on cause life goes on and I need to go on with it. So I will get over him eventually but for now Ill just be happy to see him get married in December. I cant show my feelings towards it but theres not that says I cant have feelings. Ill keep forever these feelings. I hope he has a great marriage and I wont ever have to see him go. If you read this I think you know who it is if your my friend. Dont tell him about this this was just my way I needed to get of my sadness. I did this because every day I see him and hang with him I get more feelings about him so I needed a place where I could store my feelings. I thought here might be safe so dont flame me or anything like that please. No one asked you to read this.

My feelings will not change D.

-Kate <3