Or in the same thought as before, have I failed Maple? Drama&Action, TV much?
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MapleHistory :

Steven … I swear if I didn’t meet you at zombies or re-met you in Ludi, I dunt know where I’ll be now. Meeting you and most of all marrying and CR-ing with you is one of my most Treasured Maple Moments<3

Meeting my bf with 30 lvls between us, makes it difficult to see each other much … rght? Wrong Steven always put me first before anything else. Lv. 9x he was vkpting, me logging in. Results : ” Kay, hold on lorie I’m coming <3 ” So in that way, I can actually hold a z.map for more than my own 5 minute record. Klara,Nick,Steven,&I were like something out of a dream. Basically, the whole situatoin (in that case, us) clicked. We went mm-ing, dressed up as noobs, or just spamming in BL.

My shameful moment. x_x I know me and you had our ups and downs. I have no idea what happened, more like … I changed. Leaving you & going with David must’ve killed you, but literally it got us closer in the end right? I have nothing more to say about that topic … just putting it in a way that’s honest, but also might hurt. I wouldn’t trade that 1 month with any other. David I never regretted our moments together, even though we fight a lot. Just no more midnight calls =P x3Forgotten <3 x3Remembered but I think XPKGurlzX <3 Beastyd. Our time’s over, David <3 I’ll miss you so much x_x.

I remember asking Steven, ” Would I break into pieces of I fall?” My reply came in as : ” I won’t let you fall. ” <3

What I really don’t get is … why? Why is it so hard to let go of old memories? David give me my mind back. I know, and you know, Steven, that it isn’t fair to you if I’m holding onto memories of something else … right? I tried changing worlds, Khani failed me without anybody to talk to on there, or just missed my mad spamming BL.

[h] Can somebody tell me what to do? -Looks up at sky as if an answer will fall down- [/h]

” Let go of David. ” I’ve tried, next option.

” Talk to somebody about how you feel, ” Tried that too, doesn’t work, next.

” Tell yourself how much you hate him and how many times he’s hurt you, ” Done that. What I really don’t get is everytime David does something that would’ve made other girls instantly say, ” It’s over. ” It made me stand up for him, no matter what he did, as far as saying ily to another girl , or flirting with them. ” I was messing, ” he’d tell me, and I repeated that to my friends, doubting him and myself.

” Hmm … errr … lorie you can … ” Nothing? x_x SO .. TIME TO TAKE A MAPLE BREAK <3 -runs out grabs a hammer and smashes computer- Okay wait pause !!! NOOOOOOOOO MY COMPUTER! Okay fine maybe it doesn’t have to be THAT dramatic. -Uninstall Maple- <3 -waves silently to unknowing BL-

If you have any suggestions PM me or just post it here … &&& I’m open to all flames and other complaints. Just realize, everytime you flame someones blog … it doesn’t make things better. <3

.lorie.x33