That’s all I can say…I miss you. I wish I could put it in so many more words…but I can’t. I don’t know what I can do, apart from trying to keep tears from pouring down my face. Or cries that come from my lips every day and night. I wish that maybe…if things went differently, we were still together.
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My tale begins here.

Shyt. My head was down in my hands in seconds. Did we always have to fight like this? I looked up at my boyfriend. Oh why…his eyes looked at me, with that same expression that I must be wearing. Why. Why was this happening? Why are we even fighting? Why are we here? I closed my eyes for a second, and willed everything to go away. Screw this. I stood up and brushed the snow from El Nath from my Thorns. I was leaving. I felt a soft touch on my arm and looked back. Steven was staring at me with a sorry expression. I sighed again. I went back and placed my hands around his neck and hugged him. I felt his arms wound around my back and hug me close to him. “This won’t happen again,” he whispered in my hair, like he did many times before.
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I was in Dead Trees lV also known as a z4. Trying to find a dumb chnl…even though it didn’t matter, as always, within 5 minutes I would be ks-ed out. I sighed and settled myself down, watching somebody else kill with envy. Suddenly, somebody must’ve changed channels. He popped out over my head, I rolled over, just in time. He landed on the ground with a thud and smiled at me with a goofy grin. I smiled back. Then I heard my Panda, Jackie, wail. I quickly nodded and ran towards her. Red was adding colour to the snow around her. I quickly searched to see what was wrong. Her paw. I muttered a fast spell for Heal, and soon enough, the cut on her paw was gone. But as I turned back, I only saw space. That boy was gone. I shrugged, who cares…people come and go. &once again, I settled myself on the soft, slightly freezing snow.
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Who would’ve thought, I could’ve ran into him twice. But well…I did. He was sitting in Ludi, as I was going there to finish a quest. I looked at him, trying to remember where I saw him. Zombies. It hit me. Soon enough, we were talking. Laughing was more like it. But I knew I liked him, buddied and then he was always beside me. Steven. Something I whispered to myself, hardly believing somebody like him would like me…but it happened.
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Soon, I was able to keep a chnl for more than 5 minutes. Lv. 62 and…with somebody that was about 30 lvls higher. The question always came, “Why are you at a z4?” people would ask him. For sometime it was like, “Ks Wars” or “I’m just bored” I was fine with that, I knew he was there because of me (HOPEFULLY).
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You could say we were inseparatable (blah can’t spell..sowwies), we went ‘everywhere’ together. When Amoria came out, he asked me the big question. “Do you want to marry me?” You could say I was happy…LOL but that’s just a bit too light for what I was feeling. I was floating on clouds, blocking him on BL for the first time (so he wouldn’t think I was going crazy) and spamming out. We got a crush ring first…and then finally…we got married
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That’s when about the good times end. Soon, we started fighting a lot. Times come, when I think it’s all over. But then, he would always come and apologize and smile at me. Well Steven…I dunnoe what to say…but this time…I don’t think it’s gonna work. It hurts, I can’t contact you because you’re never on when I am. People are telling me you blocked me from MSN. So, last way to do it is…write it here. Embarrassing pls. But remember…you made it that way. I just want to say I miss you…and why can’t you just try to understand me, listen to me for a minute. That’s all… ~

Lorie* <3

[No Flames Please]

[Edit] OKAY here are your 3 choices. Click Like. Dislike. OR Eat it LOL <3 go for it (hopes for no dislikes…)
[Edit #2] ANYWAYS O_O FLAME WAR? NOWAI! -throws cookies- ;D why flame? nuuuuu anyways o.o “thinks of things to say” none. But…IF ANYBODY KNOWS STEVEN. Tell him that I’m sorry x_x <3 thankies