Isn’t It Just A Game?

I figured it’s time for an update.

Because, yes, I’m still alive. Kinda.

But after this blog, I’m going to be kinda dead, I suspect. >.>

The Things of Little Consequence. I Think.

Hm.

Okay, first of all, MSEA got Leafre. As maplesea.com speaketh, ‘The scent of fourth job is getting stronger!’

My first reaction?
‘Wot, you mean it doesn’t bathe?’

My second reaction, upon loading the login screen.
‘Whaddya mean, NEXON?! What happened to Asiasoft?!!’

I smell a conspiracy. Pun intended.

I haven’t been to Leafre, on account of lack of time. And a lack of interest (of being pwned by monsters of higher levels than I am).

The Only Level Up In Ages

The SG maps had x2 EXP in celebration of Malaysia’s Independence Day. Devvy went to take advantage of it to level up manymanytimes, and Gemmy the Nubcake Spearwoman decided to join in the fun.

Level 37!

Fun includes, as a bonus, this. Puts a whole new spin on ‘drumming patriotism into one’s head’, I’d say.

Someone Got Their Third Third Job…

Congratulations are due to Eona on her bandit, Novv.

While Someone Else Got Mistaken For A Guy. Again.

So what’s new.

Random Pre-Ramble on RL

So, school has started. I’m in Uni now (or as you Americans say it, college). And it’s been really busy, in between lessons, horribly lengthy travelling times, my tuition jobs, piles and piles of essays and assignments…

So far, my logins into Maple have been at best sporadic, and not at all productive in terms of training/leveling up/making mesos. In fact, this week, I have logged in a record number of times: once.
I haven’t had this level of inactivity since my Major MAJOR exams last year. :/

Then, there are things that conspire to make me even less enthusiastic about the bleeding game.

<Insert polite fit of irritation>

The Guild Crisis

I don’t know what else to call it. If your guild leader suddenly expelling every freaking person in the guild is not a crisis, then what is?

Eona called me up on my handphone, and mumbled something. I wasn’t expecting news like this, of course, so when I heard “kicked everyone out of the guild” in the midst of that mumbling, I was shocked, to put it mildly.

When I got on, I was reinvited, and received an explanation.

Mind you, I still don’t think there’s any good explanation for reducing a guild of forty-three people, that even then was struggling to fit in more members, to a mere number of twelve or so now.

Am I pissed? You bet I am.
But I feel scarily numb over this incident. I’m mad, yet not mad over it.
Anyone get what I mean? :/
I wish I was there to stop Eona from kicking everyone out though, then there will be no need for this repairs job. *sighs* I knew I should have logged in earlier.

Yep, so my first login to Maple was triggered by a guild crisis. Fun.

I’d Take The Good News First…

I guess I should tell this chronologically.

So, gather close for the sordid details.

Or else, flee from thence, my friends. Flee for your lives, flee far far away, for the upcoming soap-drama-episode is not the least bit pretty.

Fact of the day: Silver is a big fat hypocrite. She says things she’s convinced she’s sure about, then goes around to break those convictions into tiny itsy bits.

Just so you keep that in mind as you read the rest of this blog.

I have a Maple di, i.e. little brother. I’m really sorry, and feel really stupid to be sorry, and feel really stupid because I’m feeling stupid about being sorry, to say this, but I’m a tiny bit embarrassed about the whole jie-di relationship that I have, even though I cherish it a lot.

(Come to think about it, I’m embarrassed to call my RL sibs my sibs too, in that selfsame way. Whatever.)

I mean, I’m the one that scorns Maple relationships like these; brother-sister, parent-children, and, not to forget, bf-gf.

I refer you to the ‘Fact of the day’.

Berry and I have been friends for a long while. A very long while. We met when we were little nubcakes training at the Pig Beach, and he was the one that encouraged me through all my seventy/sixty levels since then, even though he himself had to restart his characters again and again because they kept getting suspended right after he hit lvl 7x.

To quote from an old blog (that I never published here) :

“I don’t pretend that we had a deep friendship or anything, whether it be the fact that I’m too unmotivated to build one or the fact that we seem to operate on different brainwaves.* But he’s really sweet, and his moniker for me, while mushy at first, kinda grew on me.

I suppose, sometimes, you don’t really need confidantes, just simple buddies.”

*(For one, I’m a Grammar Nazi when I have a mind to, but he toks lik tis (yes, the dreaded ‘Twit-ish’) and doesn’t have a very good grasp on English. But I didn’t quite care. I mean, we’re talking about MSEA here. Who doesn’t mangle the English Language here?)

In the previous week, we were happily exploring Deep Ludi together. He was playing his lvl 97 Crusader, and was looking for a training spot in Dual Pirates. Well, those things in Deep Ludi hurt me like crazy, but I decided to take an airplane from SG, a townscroll to Ellinia, a ship to Orbis, and a train to Ludi just to accompany him, because I haven’t seen him in ages due to school.

I said something wrong, I think. Something about doing things for friends.
He asked ‘Im onli just a friend to jie?’ and I answered, ‘Would you rather be my enemy?’

Bad move, Silvar.

That was the start of him ignoring me. Wouldn’t answer when I said hi, and stuff like that. It was worse because he kept parking himself at Dual Pirates, and I had no idea how to get there to stalk him down.

I was very upset over it. Even more so then I had expected I would be. :/ I mean, it’s just a game, right?

But!

That Friday, while settling the Guild Crisis, he whispered to me and apologized, so we made up. He even Smega-ed an apology. Damn was I glad, just because we were /talking/ again.

Which was a good thing, because if he still wasn’t talking to me while I was stalking him down at Dual Pirates…

SilverFx: … I’m lost in Ludi.
[pause]
IceyBerry: u go wrong way le
SilverFx: I knew that. >>;

Well, it looked like things were looking up for me that Maple day.

In addition to patching it up with Berry, Eona gave me a workglove with three ATK on it, which was part of the guild’s store. (Before you send scorn by the buckets, keep in mind that I have never even owned a scrolled workglove before. So it was an upgrade for me. )

After Berry logged off for a while, Tomi (aka xx3vil5inxx) logged in.

…Then You Can Have The Confession…

*mutters* I guess this has to be gotten out of the way as well.
I appreciate no teasing, tyvm. *glares at /certain/ people*

And I refer you to the ‘Fact of the day’.

Y’know, the whole bf-gf thing? It’s really funny, because I have always turned down all the random proposals from random males in game. Basically because they were just that: really random.

But when Tomi asked, it felt strange to refuse. I mean, it wasn’t the first time he asked, and every previous time, it was a joke. I almost died to the female Yakuzas one of those times he ‘joked’ with me at the Showa Parking Lot.

And this third time, back in late July, I thought he was joking again, and was expecting a ‘just jking’ any moment.

But that moment didn’t come, and uh. Yeah.

Anyway. Things aren’t really that much different. As with everyone else on the BL nowadays, I rarely see, much less talk to Tomi, especially since we didn’t exchange MSN addresses or any other contact details. Just communication in-game. We don’t even have an engagement ring and all its *shudder* PINK effects.

And I have to say something: why is it that names in the typical Maple relationship kinda get completely forgotten? It’s always either ‘dar’, ‘jie’ etc.
Can’t you use names, people. Names. They don’t mean any degree less of affection, right?

I suck at this explanation thing. *buries face in hands*

What I’m trying to say in this super-convoluted way is: I have no idea what to make of this whole damn thing, but it sure ain’t… y’know, /that/ seriously. It’s just a game, right?

Then, having said that, I feel really stupid. WT F.

RE: ‘Fact of the day’
Because it came to bite me in the arse the moment my guild people found out about it. It was all ‘I THOT YOU SAY YOU NEVER WANT A MAPLE BF EVER!’, and stuff.

So. Been there, cringed guiltily at that, ate my words, ran that whole gantlet. Go away.

Fact of the day two: IMO, there are really good reasons why I don’t like to talk about some things.

On with the story.

I met up with Tomi, and we finished one of the new Ludi-Leafre quests together. Before that though, the sweet guy gave me a pair of Red Wing Boots (that is, my lvl 80 shoes) which he apparently hunted for at the Squids in Aqua Dungeons, and died in the process of picking it up.

For the quest, we both got tickets to Leafre, and decided to take a detour to Aqua before flying to Leafre to finish up the quest.

He killed some Squids while I hung around keeping manymany arms’ length from them, and then the Squids killed him. XD

Well, the travelling plans kinda got cut short, because Tomi DC’d after that death, and his wonky internet connection wouldn’t allow him back on. I wandered back to Ludi on my own, wearing the Original BucketHat from another Aqua quest, and went to release some Black Sacks in the Ludi PQ waiting area to, y’know, spread the joy.

Will things be all happy in the end? I said, no no no.

Blame Wolfrage for that last bit: He kept mentioning Amy Winehouse’s Rehab whenever I talked to him.

RE: ‘Fact of the day 2’. And its predecessor too, for good measure.

Anyway. Berry logged back in to start his midnight Mapling spree, and I mentioned my aborted travelling plans to him. I didn’t even mention names, just said something like, ‘I was supposed to go to Leafre with a friend, but he DC’d.’

IceyBerry: your maple bf ah?
SilverFx: [awkward] Ya…
IceyBerry: Really ah?
IceyBerry: Have bf nv tell your di
SilverFx: >< I never told /everyone/.
IceyBerry: I thot you said you dun wan
SilverFx: (Oh wait, why does this sound so familiar) Erm. Well, he asked…
IceyBerry: can reject what.
SilverFx: Uh.
IceyBerry: You bluff me.
IceyBerry: I hate liars.
[after a long ugly silence]
SilverFx: You’re not angry with me again, are you? T_T
IceyBerry: dunnoe
[another long ugly silence that never broke]

:/ Y-a-y, we’re back to square unhappy-one? And all in, what, four hours?

I.
Don’t.
Get.
It!!
I mean, I do, but I don’t too. Y’know. >O

So I moped around a bit more, (pah, understatement) and shortly before I logged off at about 12AM, I managed to re-invite another lost guild member, Stephen, who also mentioned that he had a Pria (lvl 80 overall) for me.

SilverFx: What colour is it?
StephenZZZ: Green.
SilverFx: Aw, I was hoping for a Dark one.
StephenZZZ: Aiyo, I know you for so long already, I was planning to give it to you anyway.

OMG <3

So there’s my lvl 80 amour complete without me having to spend anything, yay. Gotta love the friends.
That is, when they aren’t making drama like they love to do nowadays.

So my Maple day ended off like that, in a bittersweet kinda way. :/

And this is the end of this uncharacteristically soap-opera-ish blog. I promise, I’ll refrain from doing another one like this in the future. :/ Because I already kinda regret I wrote this. :/ So I’ll bite you if you tease me anymore. >O

45 thoughts on “Isn’t It Just A Game?”

  1. My O levels are coming soon! Gawddammit! I know how you feel, but my test determines whether I get my dream job or not! Oh, the stress! SOMEONE HELP ME”

    *Hits own head on wall*

  2. Chill, Zhlink.
    Wait till you take your A levels.
    Then you’d be thinking, I’d rather take my O levels again.

  3. Mmm.
    Official names of those exams are ‘General Cambridge Examinations ‘Ordinary’/’Advanced’ Levels.’
    We take them at the end of secondary school and junior college respectively.
    So yeah. Major MAJOR exams. The O’s decide if you can get into a junior college or a polytechnic, and the A’s decide if you can get into a University and/or the Uni course you want upon graduation from junior college.
    Yep.

  4. I’m afraidz I zoo nort know of what you zpeak, Dezt.

    Er. Yeah. I don’t get what you’re trying to say. >>;

  5. Look at it closely.

    Stare at each word for five minutes, then throw a cup of water onto your head.

    Then read the bottom.

  6. I acutally read the whole thing, Lol, while listening to as song in which I Do not know the title of, and it fits o_o. Right when I finshed reading it the song ended. Anyways, Your Mapling days are in a way a lot like people I know =o

  7. It’s just a pretty singular kind of Maple day, actually. If all my Mapling days are as . . . soap-opera-ish as this, I’d have quit Maple a long time ago. >>; Damn drama.

  8. @Anima: Are you really that sure about that wish. >.>;

    @Wsxedcr08: I /am/ educated under an educational system that uses British English. XD I would’ave failed my English exams if I spelt stuff the American way, seeing how as the papers of my Major MAJOR exams are all sent to Cambridge to be marked.

  9. I r jealous!
    Lol, I don’t really care about the bf/gf stuff but I mean if there is a person you have lots of fun with then it’s just a simple marriage
    not like a huge deal
    plus it opens up quests and APQ and you can spend more time with a friend!
    Nice blog and I always read these through in like one shot b/c if I don’t I lose the place where I was at
    oh yeah, and you always seem to release blogs on sundays!

    ~LaZzz. . .

  10. Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o

  11. MasterCheeze said: “

    Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o”

    0.000000000000000000000000000000001% is what you’re suggesting yes?. . .
    Nexon’s taking over everything. You should’ve realized a long time ago! >=O

    Hm, good luck, I never bother with that kind of stuff anyway. XD

  12. Darkwar4ever said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o”

    0.000000000000000000000000000000001% is what you’re suggesting yes?. . .
    Nexon’s taking over everything. You should’ve realized a long time ago! >=O

    Hm, good luck, I never bother with that kind of stuff anyway. XD”

    Nexon is like, the Mother Company.

  13. MasterCheeze said: “

    Darkwar4ever said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o”

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are just sister companies that run a certain area of the wrold where Maple is played.

    0.000000000000000000000000000000001% is what you’re suggesting yes?. . .
    Nexon’s taking over everything. You should’ve realized a long time ago! >=O

    Hm, good luck, I never bother with that kind of stuff anyway. XD”

    Nexon is like, the Mother Company.”

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are both sister compaines to Nexon. They control the different parts of the world where Maple is played. It just happens that Nexon has taken back their privileges.

  14. Dest1 said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Darkwar4ever said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o”

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are just sister companies that run a certain area of the wrold where Maple is played.

    0.000000000000000000000000000000001% is what you’re suggesting yes?. . .
    Nexon’s taking over everything. You should’ve realized a long time ago! >=O

    Hm, good luck, I never bother with that kind of stuff anyway. XD”

    Nexon is like, the Mother Company.”

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are both sister compaines to Nexon. They control the different parts of the world where Maple is played. It just happens that Nexon has taken back their privileges.”

    So, they’re Aunt Companies?

  15. MasterCheeze said: “

    Dest1 said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Darkwar4ever said: “

    MasterCheeze said: “

    Annikabelle said: “It’s amazing, how mere pixels can play with your emotions.”

    Isn’t it what’s behind the pixels that count? =/

    I think if two people get a Cring or get married in MS, without doing it just for the heck of getting a flashy effect, then there’s a slight possibility that they should meet in rl. ;O

    Either way, congrats on that, and uh, sweet; Nexon’s in charge of MSea? o.o”

    Fine, daughter companies.

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are just sister companies that run a certain area of the wrold where Maple is played.

    0.000000000000000000000000000000001% is what you’re suggesting yes?. . .
    Nexon’s taking over everything. You should’ve realized a long time ago! >=O

    Hm, good luck, I never bother with that kind of stuff anyway. XD”

    Nexon is like, the Mother Company.”

    Wizet and AsiaSoft are both sister compaines to Nexon. They control the different parts of the world where Maple is played. It just happens that Nexon has taken back their privileges.”

    So, they’re Aunt Companies?”

  16. @repty: No, he did not.

    ‘Even If’ was a result of this story idea that I always had, but keeps twisting away from my control to come out in a completely unexpected form.

    In fact, I published Even If even before the whole thing started. XD

    @Ganzy: *smacks*

    Ditto to you too, Fenny.

  17. Actually, I’d be displeased if I was your buddy as well, your “Brother” most likely has feelings for you and is upset that you didn’t keep your word (Staying single) Either way, the bottom line is that my story is similar to yours, only I’m a guy, and people don’t like me, ONE BIT.

  18. You got 3 facts wrong!
    -its my 3rd 3rd job advancement though i aready deleated 1 lv 74 mage
    – we had 50 people,of which 3 quited due to a ks war and triggered my emo-ness,and later on 1 who wanted a solo guild n 2 left 2 make a new guild.
    -i cant find it 0_o

  19. Yo, Eona. >D

    Fine fine, third third job advancement.

    And this too. *bites*

    @CSBloodline: Well. I don’t recall promising I’d stay single; I merely stated (if very emphatically) that I wasn’t looking and would probably never would.

    I had a friend who made a similar vow of sorts, and a few weeks after she went overseas to study, she went into a relationship, so I understand why he’d be a little upset about it.

    But I sure wouldn’t be, and wasn’t at all, angry about it. :/

    [editedit] Woot, 100,087 blog reads. ^^

  20. Well, I finally read this at your behest, and all I can say is halfway through it I was re-reading earlier parts just to make sure I wasnt reading wrong 0_0.

    With my jaw hanging by mere threads of flesh, no less. And going ZOMG ZOMG.

    Oh, the drama.

    By the way, how’re you feeling now? Less half-dead?

  21. ><
    You didn’t read wrong, I guess.

    And it was actually one of the reasons why I felt so brain dead too. :/

    And yep, eight hours of sleep does wonders to the human body. I can’t say for sure about next Tuesday though, I’ll be mugging for a quiz coming up on Wednesday. T__T

  22. u kno, i had a dream that i was in Singapore. i was in a car with some people driving into Singo from Malaysia. We were driving on a gravel road that was Bukit Hwy and after we crossed the bridge there were more trees. Woodlands Crossing was more like Stanley Park in Vancouver where I live.
    There’s a bridge that goes over the water then into the park before the road enters the city.
    Then in my dream there was no checkpoint, the gravel road turned to a paved road and there were arrows marked on it
    showing that traffic entering Singapore had to drive on the left side of the road. Next I came up to this place where
    these people were making bread bowls and loading them up with chicken, sushi and other yummy goodies *drools*. I thought
    he was gonna want me to pay up 20$ but instead he gave it to me for free.
    Weird dream eh?

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