My frens…

This is wats happenin to me and i know tat its not ryhmin

What are friends for?
Are they something that keeps you warm?
Or are they just someone in your life?
I’m asking myself that question,
wondering why I have none…
It was probably because of me,
I think…

I only have two true friends,
Both now lost to me.
One was my best friend,
But now she left me.
I feel cold and frightened,
like a newborn baby.
Bit by bit,
slowly but surely,
She was leaving me,
From me, my life, my world.

I feel like she used me,
When her friends were not around,
she stayed with me,
By my side,
Like a loyal dog.
But,
When her friends came,
She left me and used me.
Used me and squeezed me dry,
Leaving only enough for tears.

I miss you my friend.
I miss and long for you,
You and your kind words,
That helped me to my feet.
I’m sorry if i upset you,
Please, i beg, come back to me.
I really need you,
Much more than you need me.

You now stare at me with hateful eyes,
Heart as cold as stone,
Itching for me to go away,
But,
In a corner of your heart,
That longs to be free,
There is stilll a glimmer of hope.
In that hope,
I survive,
Without it,
I will die.
One day,
My dear pal,
I hope you will remember…

My other friend was true to me,
It was me so let her down.
I took things for granted and this,
Dis was the end.
When my friend left me,
Why did I not care?
Was I proud?
And killled by pride?
Or was it hope that,
My friend did not mean,
What she meant?

Oh, friendship is such a fragile thing,
When you have it,
You take it for granted.
When you dont,
You scream and shout,
Asking yourself,
Why did you not cherish it?
But now that it has all happened,
All is lost…………….
One word remains in my mind, WHY?

8 thoughts on “My frens…”

  1. Accept the change and move on. If you really want them back, get them back. Else, just move on. I’ve lost friends too, and after some time, it doesn’t hurt anymore. Apathetic? At least I’m not mourning.

  2. Well, friendship is nothing that is eternal. Some people are really wierd. I have a friend who is sweet allthe time but suddenly she starts crying for no reason. Having a friend is good, but you should learn not to fully open yourself to people

    Apart from that, you wrote it very good, it looks like a song.

  3. Thanks, but dis fren helped me alot durin this short life of mne, but soon, i will be chanin schools, so it wont so much,

  4. LIKE SILVER SAID: MOVE ON
    sry my caps was still on,
    well everyone needs frens, but not fake one like yours (no offense mate)
    if we don’t have frens, who will help you wen you fall, who will wipe you tears when you cry, who will help you, encourage you,
    fren’s are special, but make sure they are true fren’s and not fake ones
    Sat : Well, friendship is nothing that is eternal
    wrong, that isn’t true, frenship can last until the day you die,
    but the only true fren we can have would be Jesus Christ (i’m trying to sound not to be too preachy sry if i am)
    anyway are you a christian i am!

  5. Move along!

    Get better friends! Ones that will last FOREVER! Not for a few years then *poof*.

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