On my earlier blog , I stated that I had been tricked . I didn’t exactly said anything about how I felt . Well , I’m seething now . I went online today and saw that guy online . He told me my account was hacked . I didn’t bother to ask him if he hacked it . I couldn’t bring myself to .

It’s a sin to lie to yourself . That’s what I did . I pretended it meant nothing to me . I lied to myself . Today when I logged in to check , I was wearing a blue china pants using a garnier . I walked to the Free Market to pass this account a meba . I saw a guy wearing what I used to wear . Deep in my heart , I cried . I used to believe that this was just a game . I wouldn’t be in the least bit affected even if I was hacked .Guess I was wrong .

It aches to see what I used to be . What I could become . What I wanted to grow into . I wanted to go exploring in EL Nath . I wanted so many things . To explore the Sleepy wood dungeon without dying . To train my friend . To do Ludi PQ . I was wrong . Maple isn’t just a game . It’s a place where I escape form all my troubles in real life . It’s a place for friends to meet , to hang out , and to have fun . I thought I would understand how it felt to get hacked .

I ignored the person . I walked on to the Free Market . I saw a mage wearing a yellow bandana . You know the one with all stats +1 at MapleSea’s birthday ? The one I painstakingly hunted ? The one I screamed with joy when I got it ? The one my friends were jealous of ? Yes that one . The hacker took it . He took my maple sword . He took my maple impaler . He took my +3 icraus cape . He took two set of my kumbis . He took my stuff .

It was my fault wasn’t it ? I gave him my password . My username . Thinking I wouldn’t care . I’m drowning under regret . I didn’t have anymore drive to play Maple . I remember how many times it seemed that I didn’t want to play Maple . I remember how many times I had joyfully opened Maple and chionged . I thanked the pig beach , for helping me level from 23 to 27 . I thanked kerning PQ for leveling me to 31 . I enjoyed every single moment spent online .

My first character , I remember how excited I was . How fun I thought this game would be . It turned out to be great fun . I lacked the drive to level , but my friends helped . Leveling with friends was one of the best things you could do in Maple . I will never forget how proud I was when I joined the guild , BaxxAgent .

Toy1r1skie’s buddies . I cry knowing it will be impossible for me to meet them ever again . One of them had gone on a two hour Showa street spree with me . We had died many times and I ended up losing more experience than earning it . But I knew that it was worth every second . And now , it will never happen .

Imagine . If someone tells you , you can make it , if you try hard . The road to victory will be hard . But you can do it if you put your heart and soul in . Now , what if you’ve been on that journey three times ? Would you have the strength to try a fourth time ? Maybe you do . But I know , I don’t .

At least , I quit maple knowing , my last memories were spent with a friend during Ludi PQ . All gone .

Thanks all for reading this and my earlier blog . MMOtales isn’t sinking . The people here are awesome <3 .

#Pic 1 – Last ludi pq
#Pic 2 – My last exploring
#Pic 3 – My highest damage
#Pic 4 – The last time I met N0rtTheEnd
#Pic 5 – Showa Street spree