ok, so in the past few days I haven’t been on maple as I had planned on over break mainly because with no wireless means I have to share a connection with my dad and sister, so I rarely get the net line to myself. Anyway.

A day or so ago me and my guild leader went to go to MM, and on our second MM, we saw Shynobi~ Which I thought was pretty cool, I took some screens of it XD I was assaultering irons when he landed down by me so I snapped a screen of it for the moment.

Anyway, the other day I was feeling kind of down and when I left, I told my friend Cho to tell Chaos whatever. See, a few days ago, I told Cho how I felt about him, and he offered/I asked for him to find out how Chaos felt about me. I told him to be subtle about it, but the day I was feeling upset I told him to just say whatever. Anyway, a few days without nets and I’m back online, and Chaos takes me to amoria. So Cho had told him. So Chaos goes on to say it’s “not that he doesn’t like me, it’s just that $20 for a game wedding is a lot and blah blah”. Which truth be told, I was in a bad mood that day too, so I’m just like “whatever, it’s stupid, you were right, marriage in maple is dumb”. In case you hadn’t guessed, Chaos = my guild leader = the guy I have a crush on. But then he goes on to say that it’s not like we had been dating like Cho and Saer have been, but that it might be good for us. So I’m a bit confused at the moment. Ever since then he’s been acting really sweet to me, and I like it. But I don’t know if it’s just like, “ok, we’re friends, so we can act all cutesy and stuff” or if he actually likes me back. Curse my insecurities ;_;

Anyway, I’m going to go play now, mabey blog later if I remember to >_>