-May need to have read The strength to move on Part I to understand story-
Blehhh, wrote this at like 3AM >___< Might have some grammer and spelling issues. xPP
Dear Lana,
Its been a while hasnt it? I got so much to tell you. Ive been doing well, how have you been? I signed in to the El Nath Winter Lodge the other day and the dude behind the counter said I looked like an Aaron. Lol, weird eh? Anyway, youre probably wondering why Im writing. Well, for one thing, Im thrilled. Know why?
I m engaged to C I N D Y.
Can you believe it? I couldnt either. Anyway, I sent most people an invitation for them to come to my wedding, its in two months. I thought you should have some special attention.
Hope you can make it, and call me of you need anything.
Sincerely,
Aaron
If Aaron had told me that he hated me, it wouldnt have hurt as much as what I felt that very moment. My heart felt like it fell to my stomach and I couldnt breathe. Tears rolled down my cheeks and I hardly realized it.
I gave a loud cry of frustration, and threw the previously loved letter on the ground. Digging my head into my pillow, I let two years of frustration, anger, and pain take control of me. I never felt so hurt. The memories were like a movie playing in front of my eyes and I couldnt make it stop. I cried until my throat became sore and hit the pillow with as much force as I could. My insides felt numb and I whimpered into my pillow. I felt all my energy drain out of me as I gasped for breath. I couldnt open my swollen eyes as I lay there, watching my world fall apart.
The bright sunlight hit my eyes painfully. My head spun, and my throat was burning. For a moment I wasnt aware of where I was, and why I was in the condition I was. Then I remembered. My head hit the pillow again and I closed my eyes. I didnt have any energy to do anything, nor was there any point in doing anything. I had always dreamed of getting back together with him. Now a single letter killed all my dreams.
Suddenly the door opened. Phil walked in. I buried my head into my pillow deeper, I didnt want him to see me in a mess. I wasnt sure why, but I didnt want him seeing me at my worst.
Lana? Are you okay? I heard the scream yesterday and decided to take a look today He looked concerned. Why would he care? Why would anyone care? I didnt move, hoping he would think I was asleep and go away. Instead of him leaving, he put his hand on my back. It reminded me of Aaron too much and I started sobbing. I tried to hold it back, but it turned into load wet sobs. Phil picked me up and gave me a long hug.
Its alright He said softly. How could he be so blind, it wasnt okay. Nothing was okay anymore. I wanted to push him away, but I didnt. I did something I didnt expect. I hugged him back. Phil was obviously surprised to, but he didnt object. I didnt know how long I sat there, but I didnt want to let go. I didnt want to go back into the world that was scrambled up and tattered.
When I finally pulled away I mumbled an embarrassed Thanks and attempted to smile. He smiled back, once again exposing his straight white teeth. Moments seem to pass before I realized I looked like an idiot just sitting there smiling. I guess Phil noticed too since he got up and walked to the door.
Well, I guess I should be going. Call if you need anything He waved goodbye and left. I suddenly felt alone, and wanted to be with someone. I looked at the letter, and at Aarons words, Call me if you need anything. I wanted to call him badly. I wanted to hear his voice. I wanted to have him laugh, or to have him make me laugh. But he was engaged. After debating with myself for several minutes, I reached over and picked up the phone. Seconds later, a familiar voice picked up on the other side of the line.
Hallo? Aaron said, in his husky voice that always seemed to make me melt.
Heyss Aaron, its Lana
Oh Lana! Its been a while since I talked to you, did you get my letter? For a moment, I thought I heard something in his voice, something distant, that I never heard before. I was scared, did he not want me to call him? I wanted to hang up right then and there but something kept me on the line.
Yeah, I just wanted to say I paused for moment. I wanted to tell him he made a mistake, that I was the one for him. Congratulations on your engagement. Ill be at the wedding for sure
Oh thats awesome. He sounded disappointed. Why would he be? I was hurt and confused. Look Lana, Im kind of busy right now, call me back. Kay? Then he hung up without saying bye. I felt as though he stuck a knife through my heart. Then it was true, he really didnt want me anymore. My mouth felt dry, and I didnt want to do anything anymore. I tried to remember something happy, but all it seemed like was that no one cared for me.
I lay on my back thinking about Aaron, and the times we had together. Surprisingly however, someone elses face came into my mind. Perfect strait teeth, his hair always getting into his eye, and his smile.
Phil
Why was it Phil? What was it about him, that made me think about him when I was most upset. I didnt want to love Phil. There was only Aaron. But, why? Why was it that I couldnt stop thinking about him.
Your not thinking clearly, Lana, go get some exercise I mumbled to myself as I grabbed my axe and bag and walked out the door. I walked down to the lobby and saw Mr. Token behind the counter. He smiled when he saw me.
Lana! How was your night, did you sleep okay? Where are you headed now? Back to training? Mr. Token said brightly. His cheery attitude made me give a small smile.
Oh, just walking around the hotel I said. Looking for Phil I thought guilty, but pushed the thought away.
Well if you need anything, just call Phil. He seems to have too much energy anyway. Hes out back Mr. Token chuckled, though with a bit of disappointed when he noted Phils energy level, then walked to talk to some other visitors. I gave a silent cheer. Then cursed myself for thinking that and walked outside. The ice hit me immediately, and I gasped at how cold it was. But, walked on, knowing I was going to get used to it soon, like I always did. I walked till I saw an old wooden sign with words engraved in it. Ice covered it and the words were hard to read, but I knew it by heart.
Watch out for Icy Path ahead.
I walked towards to sign, but I didnt go past it. I stood there in the cold not knowing what to do. I gave a look back at the hotel, and turned back to the Icy Path. I turned around, and walked towards the hotel.
When I walked out back, the ice and snow seemed to disappear suddenly. Phil was chopping up firewood, sin style, with quick smooth motions of his tobi. I wanted to talk to him. Yet I knew if I did, Aaron wouldnt be as important to me. That made me stop, I loved Aaron, even when he dumped me. Now, after two years, I still couldnt leave his side. I didnt know what to do. I sighed as the cold wind start to hit me harder and harder. I looked at Phil, working away as if nothing was happening. For a moment my heart went out to him, he seemed so kind, and caring.
The wind began to hit harder and harder. Phil took no notice of it, and kept working. Then I gave a little gasp, someone was coming from behind a pile of logs. It looked like a sin, and he was carrying something. I wanted to go help Phil, but I paralyzed with fear.
Please Phil, please dont get hurt I whispered as the unknown sin went up to Phil and grabbed his shoulder. I wanted to look away, but I knew I wouldnt be able to live with myself if I didnt know what happened to Phil. To my surprise, the sin wasnt trying to hurt Phil. I tried to look closer.
I noticed how much bigger the sin was compared to Phil as he towered over Phil and talked to him. Phil looked uncomfortable, and he shook his head. The sin waved his arms around, seeming mad. I gasped as he pointed a sharp ilbi at Phil. I tried to hear but the wind prevented me from doing so. Suddenly, a group of male warriors, archers, mages, and thieves crowded around Phil, as if ready to attack. Suddenly, I noticed the wind was gone and I could hear what the big sin was saying.
Youll do as I say Phil, got it? Cause if you dont, well make sure you and your daddys hotel is going to be ashes when were done with it He growled into Phils face
You cant make me do anything Luke, and dont use the hotel as an threat. They found out about your little tricks, and if you so much as touch it, you know where youre going! Phil shouted back
Okay, fine, so I cant use the Hotel as a threat as you call it. But what about your little friend here? Luke sneered.
What? Phil said, confused. Suddenly someone grabbed my arms and trusted me forward, keeping a tight grasp on. I tried to scream but he put his hand over my mouth and nothing but a muffled yell came out.
Lana? Phil shouted, but someone else shouted it out too. A familiar husky voice. I turned to the direction of where it came from, and a Hunter with blonde metro hair, holding an Asianic Bow stood there. Beside him, a cleric with Rose hair holding a Thorns whom I recognized a Cindy. I wondered briefly why they were in the pile of people, looking as if they were going to attack Phil. And why Cindy was among all the guys, but turned my attention back to Phil.
I bit my captors hand and he pulled his hand back for a moment, yelling in pain.
Phil! Aaron! Whats going on?! I screamed. I turned to Aaron and to my surprise he had his bow and arrow out. He pulled back the string of his bow and pointed at its target. He made sure the shot was perfect and let go.
Two arrows came flying at me. My blood froze.
To be continued
OMG Must read more D;
Who were the arrows at anyways? O_O
poor Lana D*=
Aaron u incosiderate jerk. lol
wierd today at school my friend, Aaron beat me at chopstickes. rawr I lost my title of king of chopsticks.-.-
=o lana more more more >=o
-is in love with this story-
you’re an excellent writer ^^
Who were the arrows at anyways? O_O”
“Two arrows came flying at me.”