I vowed to myself that after I became a Jester, I would get no more power levels.

The reason for this was because of leveling Lammy from forty-eight to sixty wasn’t my doing. No, Killala gave me a power level all those levels. Killala didn’t mind. I didn’t mind because without the critical rate I get from being a Jester, it would have taken me months.

This brought problems. All the while I was getting pleveled, I was picked on by guild members. SEARCHandDESTROY was a good guild, don’t get me wrong, but they needed to be in my shoes. Of course, after I got to sixty, I learned something. An epiphany, if you will.

I had a choice, Killala wanted to keep leveling me. I could now level on my own. I chose the latter. I though, “Did I really wanted to be know as the true yo yo jester that was known for being leveled to the top?” Of course not. It’s like becomming a Bow Jester.

What’s the use of playing a class that you know can make it up to the top in no time?

Not only that but Killala was more determined to make it to the top. I was slowing her down. Even with the events that happened afterward, I still thank myself for saying no.

At sixty-two, I quit the game for about two months. I had gotten a little here and there from her. That was really only because I wasn’t used to the slow experience, I’m guessing. I felt that I had shown myself that her power leveling was in vain. That I costed her painstakingly hard levels for personal gain, yet not willing to go out and train on my own.

Yet, when I came back, I had a new urge to level. Of course, Killala and myself rarely talked then. Though she had Chocolate and DorkOfSporks as friends, so when I didn’t tell her, they did.

I was told yesterday that she was happy when she was told I was leveling on my own…

Anyway, to the real blog.

I logged on. Can’t remember where. The concotion of powerful aspirins and exaustion left half of that day in a blur. Yet, I do remember checking for quests and finding none. Oh, this was going to be a hard level.

That’s ok, though. I’ve had to do it before. I should be out of that pit, too. Be a bit stronger.

I flew to Sylicas. I tryed one or two before sleep driven me off. I came back… Tried again…

Failed again.

I remember Aristrodrim asking to give Alex another Guardian Yo Yo. He refused. Replyed that he already had two.

Lamvao>> I’ll take it.
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Lamvao>> Aris?
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Lamvao>> I’LL TAKE IT!
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Lamvao>> Don’t make me spam you. D:<
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Lamvao>> …

He replyed pretty quickly after I finally spelled his username right. After a little while, he gave it to me. I asked Chao for Power Dice Fours and Voltage Card to get it ready for Sylicas and Greemongs. (><) All worked with the exception of one Voltage Card.

I just bought another and went on my way.

I tried training at Sylicas a bit. I had the motivation of my awesome Henen Gauntlets that gave stamina and dexterity bonuses. Luck be had it, it was still impossible.

Lamvao>> Oh, I can tell already this level is going to be a —–.
Chaoticx>> Lammy…
Lamvao>> What?
Chaoticx>> -Coughs-
Lamvao>> Are you sick?
Chaoticx>> Coughillplevelyoutothenextlevelcough
Lamvao>> That sounds pretty nasty… Might want to get that checked out.

I knew what she wanted. I didn’t let her. She was pretty much like Killala. Willing to give me a power level without a moment’s notice. Problem is, I didn’t want that to happen again.

“Those who don’t learn from the past are doomed to repeat it.”~Some person.

Though, about five more, I realised I’d be at this for a few good weeks, no matter where I trained. I gave in. I didn’t want to end up quitting for a few months.

Why would I? I have an awesome guild with awesome guild members. Really nice friends. No enemies. If anything, I don’t want to quit. I fear quitting.

So, Razaera and Chaoticx started leveling me at Watangkas. I leanred I could take a hit from them. I had around thirty percent when we started. By the time DorkOfSporks logged on, I was around forty percent.

Chaoticx, DorkOfSporks, and myself moved to Glaphans. Chaoticx was now a Crucio Psykeeper. I imagined really high experience that came really slow. It was actually really fast. I reached sixty-seven in no time.

I said that I regretted it in a way. They said no problem. Chao was welcome and wanted to do it again.

Deja vu. ><

I tryed my luck again at Sylicas the next day. I could actually take three before rebuffing myself. Worthy of training. I even tryed Greemongs. Same affect. Winterhawk could trian there,too, so I was bound to pick leveling back up soon enough.

After two or three Greemongs, I went to hang out in Darken with other Atmosphere members. I combed the shops a little bit. Found a Henen suit.

Other than that, nothing really happened. I’m about to get back on now to mess around. I’ll be off later.