Is it ok…to start over like that?

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Sitting in Henesys one day, i realized that the people who i had on my friends list and who were my guild friends were real people too. sitting behind a desktop, conversing with me, getting to know me. it made me think hard. the following is something i tend to do alot.

I dont suggest doing it, unless you’re willing to take the consequences.

I deleted my whole friends list and left the guild. this lvl 57 hunter has had this type of revalation in the past. these revelations werent things thought out, but done on a dime. still sitting there, on the same bench, people walking past minding their buisness, i decided that maybe starting over again would be the best. When you dont know if the friends you have are the best of people, its a sign something must be done.

People called me heartless for my methods but i’d like to think of it as a learning experience. I’ve met many new people this way. i’ve had relationships i regret and relationships i regret losing, but thats what experience is right? not the the numerical value gained from slaying a beast, but the ideals you gain from the life. I took the taxi to ellinia and waited for the ship. this was one of the longest and most boring rides i’ve ever had. the silent buddy chat, and the silent guild chat. no warnings of who logs on, and no greeting when you log on.

It feels like a clean slate…but for what kind of price?

When i made it to orbis i looked for my place. Third bench to the west of the potion shop. i sat calmly and closed my eyes. this was a place i came to be alone. but being alone now cant be helped. I looked up at the orbis sky. so blue. *log off*

I don’t know if this is a negative thought or not, but it gives me somethng to think about. who will i meet now?who will be that life chaning person?

-this was 2 weeks ago. My buddy list now has 1 person. and i am guildless. the 1 person currently means the world to me.

This is my life in the world of maple.

A word from a son of Henesy.

-MrShinra.

Withdrawl from friends and guild count. 3.
All of this is true. I like to record my life lessons i learn. 2nd blog. please enjoy learning with me in the future.

15 thoughts on “Is it ok…to start over like that?”

  1. I can’t tell if this is fiction or non-fiction

    mind clarifying so i can comment correctly please?

    Edit:This is Non-fiction apparently

    i agree with lightsage

    what they do off MapleStory is irrelevant to you

    I think a “don’t ask don’t tell” policy comes into play here

  2. Uh, if you were really friends with the people on your buddy list and guild, you shouldn’t have dumped them all. That’s all I have to say.

  5. Meh. I just pretend that they all don’t have feelings so I can give them crap whenever I want. It all works out for me. That’s my method of being able to put up with losing friends n’ such so mind your own business. I got RL friends and they’re a lot better. They can buy me stuff. 😀

    ~Cheezy

  6. Eh.

    I have no choice whether I want to or not. The people on my buddy list always quit sooner or later. And then I just delete them because. . they simply aren’t there any more. And my guild. . same thing happens with each and every person in the guild. They disappear, leaving me. .

  7. That’s kinda. . .mean, in a way. Try standing in your former friends’ shoes. How would you feel if suddenly your friend disappeared, just like that?
    As you said, they’re people too.

  11. :/

    How strange, I felt doing just that today, deleting all my BL. Problem is, most likely I wouldn’t be able to find any other people to fill up the list again either, so I hesitated.

    But how is it? Don’t you feel really really lonely? It’s like, even lesser hope of having company, with empty buddy lists. :/
    Oh well. I suppose it’s about the same, not having people log on anyway.

  12. I don’t think that I’ll ever attempt that .

    Unless I have the urge to .

    D:

    There isn’t anyone to poke if I delete all of them .

  13. Anyways , I don ‘t have to care about delelteing my bl or not . Porbably because only 1/20 of the people log in . =X

  14. Miugre said: “i understand you. many here doesnt. it was a good choice to do so.”

    Good choice? Not anything personal but if one day, your friend just dropped dead, would you just leave him and his funeral alone and say “It was a good choice to not pay respect to him.”?

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