Decided to log off MS today.
Signed onto AIM.
Typical people on.. except.. TonyLurvesCheese has just signed on.

Tony?! MY Tony?

-steps back from story-
Tony is a boy. He was one of my first friends ever in MS. And we’ve known each other since June of ’06. We made clerics together, reached lvl 50 together, quitted clerics together, made sins together and got to lvl 60 together.

Then.. He expectedly quit. Apparently the game didn’t mean much to him anymore.. Course, I didn’t want to admit how much of a shock and a literal blankness affected me. Since.. We did the whole summer on MS together ;S The begining of the school year, both of us started to reduce our time on MS but still. It was awkward to not being able to see the other one online.. So.. It’s been around 3 months since he’s quit. It’s been 2 months since I’ve successfully held a conversation with him. I made him DL AIM but.. it gave him a virus or somesorts and he tried to come back to MS but he was stupid and downloaded Naruto for 5days straight and couldn’t play without computer self shutting 2 minutes after it was turned on.

-back to the story-

Eager as I was, I spammed him with TONY!!!!!’s and umm.. Well, he told me not to call me Tony but his real name, Anthony and that I was a pathetic dumbass and stuff around that sorts. He couldn’t remember what guild he was in, his in-game username or even my name! Well.. It ends up not being him but his little brother. Even though he doesn’t admit it, Tony was never rude and would never forget me.

But if that was Tony.. I am really.. really.. dissapointed. And empty. Because he was about the best friend I’ve ever had on MS. And knowing that all that was forgotten and that all the times we AFK’d on each other and trained the other and trusted each other and made our own little guild was basically thrown to the trash is just.. Well.. It’s a truly unexplainable feeling.

I hope the real Tony signs on to AIM again.. Just so I can persuade him to maybe come back.. Or make signing onto AIM a daily habit.

Today was a somewhat happy Friday. I miss my old MS friends. I wish people were more like that nowadays. And if there are, I hope I meet some soon.

love you all<3