So I started FlyFF.

Its a decent game.

I first started on Mia. I met Iepiat and Indescane, Happy for a while, but I couldn’t adjust to the low population, and the lack of help, and basically, interaction.

So one day, Lamvao came on, And persuaded me to come to Lawolf…With his shiny self-buffs ;o

I came on, and created Lariat. he was entertaining… For a little bit.

I created Dilamino.

People think its a smex joke. >_o

It really means “To cleave something in half” in Latin.

Lammy thinks THATS a smex joke.

So with Dilamino, I had some fun… I made it to 20. (Hard as a Dex Mercenary. I hit about 100 at 16. Half the damage I did as a vagrant. Jeez.)

At 20-25, I was in Mas. It was tough. I was running through Lammy’s gift funds towards me dry. Whewsh.

At 25, Lamso invited to me get into Neptune. A new guild coming from Atmosphere’s members after Atmosphere broke up.

It was great, Smex joke after smex joke, Oscar Wilde quote after Oscar Wilde quote.

At 30, Sam gave me a Full green set, with a +6 Iron of Clockwerk. ;o

It was great.

Bue now.. Im losing incentive to level, and im really getting tired of FlyFF.

So far, after the initial shockwave of getting into this guild, I haven’t distinguished myself.
..At all.

I feel as if Ive been, a <I am a pottymouth>head.

Basically, for some reason, I was feeling ignored in the guild. I know Im just imagining it, and yeah, ive taken it out on the guild today.

So yeah, a few days, I asked why we didnt have an emblem or a cape.
Sam said they were ugly.

I felt kind of… ick.

I’d like a cape, or an emblem.
I know, something small like that.

When I voiced my opinion, I heard that it was entirely Sam’s choice, because she thought it was ugly.
I was thinking that maybe, she should check with what the other guildmates thought. (Even though the only people that wanted an emblem were me and Raveia. Yeah, now you know how ick ive been. :l)

So yeah, today, Sam said she hated the guild because we goofed too long, and spammed too much.

I knew she was kidding, but I had a bad 15 minutes ago outside of the game. I called her a…
uh..
Eff you cee kay hole.

She got pissed.

So yeah. Im thinking of quitting neptune. Ive come off as selfish, and annoying in the guild, and yeah.
Im an idiot, or I came off that way in FlyFF.

So yeah. If I quit, ill give Sam back her equipment, and pay Lammy what I can to compensate for the stuff he gave me… Then level to about 65, then Make a guild of my own. Ive learned how…stupid ive been.

<3