Life.

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Life.

Isn’t it wild?
Isn’t it insane?!
The pain, suicide, desires, and ignorance. . .
Isn’t it amazing how many different people you meet on Maple Story?

I’ll let you know right now. . .
My guild and I all play Maple Story because we hate our lives.

You can tell. Nobody has ever said something in guild chat like “Oh man, my friends are harassing me so much, I think I’m going to cry,” but you can tell.
You can tell that we’re having the most fun when we make our “fake” proclamations of love to each other. You can tell that we’re lonely when we share our deepest secrets of curiousity. You can tell that each one of us hates our own existance when we make promises to not sleep.
You can tell that each person in the guild Liminality is not happy.

I know that. I know that that’s why we’re all so attracted to each other and I know that the only reason we sign on is to talk to each other about the randomness of Life.

But I don’t know the truth.

I want to get to know each of my members. I want to know why they are hurting or why they aren’t happy.

And it’s insane when I learn the truth.

I have a member who has Dissociative identity disorder, or rather multiple personalities.
He is terrified that he will someday beat his girlfriend.

There is someone who is extremely overweight.
She cries to me about how much she wants to change and how much she needs professional help, but she’s too scared to ask.

There is someone who has Multiple Schlerosis.
He is paralyzed from the waist down and cannot get a job due to this disability. Thus, he plays Maple Story.

There’s the person who is afraid of raised fists, the one who wishes they were the opposite gender, the one who hates their parents.

And I love them all.

15 thoughts on “Life.”

  1. Ouch. *winces*

    I have been so self-centered. Now, I know there are people with less fortunate live than me.

  5. poor poor ppl,

    Pikel is my name

    P.S. – I like ur picture exept for the girls left eye. Well right for her =D

  8. This realy get you thinking, and makes you think before you start complaining about you life. Not that i do that, i am very optimistic.

  9. It’s hard to get through the pixels. Not a lot of people make that effort. Which is why people turn to the Internet, sometimes. I could be a person on anti-depressants with a dysfunctional family that can’t stand the light, but the anonymous mask the Net lends me allows me to be a perfectly normal and well-adjusted individual. It’s better to pretend, sometimes.

  10. But thats what i love about maple. No one can see the real you, or knows the real you. Sometimes, it nice to escape the real world

  12. I love your blog. It really hits home for me, seeing as I’m one of the people who go on maple to escape reality, even only for a few hours a day. But on maple, I don’t need to worry about real life for a bit, and I can be perfect. The nets is a wonderful disguise sometimes.

  13. I know, huh. I found out that one of my friend’s dad’s a drunk and that he abuses him. I also found out that my other friend doesn’t have a mom and his dad isn’t exactly a role model. I’ve also met an emo. Hope I made his life better. :/ And yes, I love them all. <3

  14. The Ninja thanks your help with the Uncyclopedia.

    The Ninja will assist you int the future, somehow, as well.

    ~The Ninja

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