I noticed something..I ONLY make poems…T__________T i’m such a loser poet..LOL
This is how i feel, I cried while writing it..i hope you like it….TT________TT
I wrote this poem before December 32nd but i forgot to post it..XD

Letting Go

Lingering through our memories, remembering your smile.
Is this the end? Why are you not answering.
This relationship has been dragging, hanging for awhile.
I ask too many questions, I have become annoying.

Eventually our bonds slowly grow apart.
I no longer carry such importance in your life.
I pray I will never dissapear from your heart,
but your words start to hurt me, pierce me like a knife.

Time is not on my side, it is flowing against my will.
I have lost all happiness, controlling not to let out cries.
My friends keep saying,” He’s only an online boyfriend, just chill.”
I do not believe it’s so simple, but promises becomes lies.

Tomorrow you might secretly come back into my arms.
Another foolish thought piled up in my impossible dreams.
I can no longer attract you, I have lost all charms.
You are walking farther and farther away from me it seems.

Independance must be learned, I have the will to live,
I’m still struggling like a bird that has lost it’s wings, I can’t fly.
My support is your love, the tenderness you no longer give.
I feel pain once again, slowly letting myself die.

Nevertheless, I’m still learning to control how I feel.
Time is flowing like water running from falls.
I wish my wounds can start to slowly heal.
I have been deleting our history, deleting your calls.

God gave me legs to rise if I fall, and eyes to see,
I have wasted them, I have become crippled and blind.
For my foolishness still wishes that your second half was me.
The red thread that was once connected, can no longer bind.

Goodbye and Farewell, I must say. I don’t want to be a nuisance.
You have gone away, running to a place very far.
I will forget you, and forget your existance.
Slowly locking my affection in a jar.

Our future is in opposite directions.
We face new problems, encounter new fears.
but this moment I am in frustation.
As my windows are being soaked with tears.

I wipe my tears and mend my heart that I slowly sewed.
I will not be lost again, growing stronger and stronger.
I am leaving the train tracks I once followed.
I see a shadow in a platform, becoming smaller and smaller.

Remembering you for the last time, forgiving your broken vow.
It’s a beginning of a journey, I new start. . .now

Shoot, i’m crying again…lol. i’m such an emo poet…..

– VanillaPocki –