Wow! Have I ever had the past couple days be totally awesome!

Not just in school either! O.o…

Well in school it’s been real good, better then maplestory as a fact.

But don’t get me wrong, maplestory has been good the past couple days too!

So big big change I finally convinced my sister to play again

MUAHAHAHAH!!! She even snuck some nx for herself again, however if my dad found out he wouldn’t be mad at her.

My dad isn’t worried about the fact I’m buying nx like he used to be, it’s the fact that he can’t because he needs to put more nx on his account. [Then I will be getting more after I’m done x-mas shoppin]

I would go into how schools been great but.. thats not really mmo related so I won’t unless you email me wanting to know more, I will reply to your email telling you all about it!

So lets get more mmo-related shall we?!?!

Okay so a couple days ago, I was bored, feeling down, just wanted someone to talk to. I open up my bl and theres 1 person on *YAY* then I hear him talking in buddy chat, I had forgotton his name but he mentioned his name while talking.

Okay so I know his name, but I can’t start randomly talking to him. Just my luck though, he dc’s so I get to say Wb back to him (Ahaahahahahaha) So then about 15 mins later he says he is going to stalk me. My face probably actually looked like this ——-> o.O

So then he comes and we were goofin off, he’d be all like *stabs* and then I’d be all like *dies* and he’d be all like *revives* anyways you get the point. Then I started running off

Example:

Me : AHH DUN KILL ME!!! *Runs and changes channels*

Him : No no please I promise I won’t kill you!!!

Me : How do I know you wont!!!! *changes channels again*

You get the point.

So then I finally stopped running, I was going to hide behind the bowman teacher person in henesys. Only problem was I couldn’t teleport up. T_T

So he eventually catched up and we sat down, started to talk.

It was like I had found someone I could talk to who related to what I was going through!

He made me feel real good just knowing he was there and he would listen.

I’m not going to go into details about what we talked about. [to lazy] but then long story short the next couple days we kept talking and then like I went to a good friend of mine and was telling him some stuff asked him for his advice on what to do… Because to be honest I think I was starting to actually love this boy! But I wanted to be sure I didn’t want to rush anything I was pretty sure about what my friend would tell me but I wanted to be sure I was doing the right thing.

So our convo went something like this!

Me : I have a problem, think you could help me?

Friend of mine : Uhmm sure what you need?

Me : well see I think I may be starting to like a friend of mine and I wanted to know if I should be smart and not rush anything since that never leads to any good, or if I should go for it so I don’t lose my chance…

Friend of mine : How long have you known him?

Me : A couple months but I only really started talking to him a couple days agoo…..

Friend of mine : Nah, you need more time to know who he really is, I don’t want you going back to where you were with Shane… That was never any good, I don’t want it happening again..

*Pause* Lemme tell you who Shane is, Shane was a bf I once had, but never really loved and it was worthless and stupid.

Me : Okay okay I was pretty sure thats what I had to do… Just wanted to make sure! Thanks a ton!!

Friend of mine : No problem.

And so then I was like okay so then I went on maplestory and he was online so then we got talking as usual and somehow into the conversation he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. So then I had one of those moments where theres like a devil and an Angel on both sides of your head. One telling me go for it. The other telling me to wait.

Being smart I tryed best to follow what my friend had told me and I told him something like…

“I don’t think we should rush into a relationship, here we are happy and I’d rather reject to you now then dump you later on because it’s just not working out”

He acted really understanding and so then we’ve been acting just the same as we always do theese last couple days. It’s been really great, I know I have to start thinking about what I’m going to say if he asks me again but it’s such a small thought in my head right now and I’d rather wait till the time actually comes.

I also really am not sure If I want to be with him just yet, I want more time, I need more time. But I can’t ask him to wait forever.

Anyways I’m rambeling on, hope you enjoyed this blog…? Or wait is that even possible?

Bye bye for now!

xoxo <3 haha Tootles~

P.S. the inspired on the title means, I was inspired by another writer to write this blog. Ehe~