man im so depressed im a lvl 22 and i hav the hardest time lvling.

1). becuz i gav all my munny away to my friend who got hacked and now i thnk shes a moocher bcuz now she asks me for stuff and evn tho i gav her all my munny i didnt find out til l8r that the person who hacked her stuff gave it all back plus gave her like 500k and she didnt tell me or evn try andpay me back. so im poor and cannt pay for hp pots and mp pots.

2). my mom h8s maplestory she says shes geting tired of seeing me on it and the only reason she doesnt delete it from the computer is bcuz i meet ppl on it.(the computr with the good onternet connection is in her room so i gotta force myself not to argue with her evrytiime she bringz it up) plus shes on the computr like 24/7 and i can nevr get on.

3). im always called away frm the computr bcuz of my sibs (i have 8 bros and sisterz & they all live with meh ya big family) their alwayz fiting or crying or messin around and they are completely worse than demons.unluckily i am 2nd oldest so i hav to deal with it cuz my sis is alwayz at cheerleading practice or tournament or w/e so im stuck dealing with these heathens and can nevr get on.

4). i talk too much. wether its to my buddyz, guild membrz, or sum1 i dont evn kno i will eithr start a conversation or join one im not evn invited to. im also alwayz sayin crazy stuf and i attract ppl (i.e about all boyz) and i can nevr stop a conversaton cuz i dont wanna b rude and i alwayz gotta hav the last word x(

5). i hav a lot of guy buddyz and wenevr i get on i try to spend time with ea. of them and talk with them to make sure they kno i care and stuf. the only problem is, they all end up fallin in luv or like or w/e with me and ask me to b their GF. prob is i culd nevr figure who to say yes to i evn had to best friends in real life fiting ovr me HIGHLY annnoying and i dont like discontent i wuld do basically anythng to keep the peace.(I.E i hav only 3 grlz on my buddy list all the rest are boyz i also have guy buddyz in guild) so i kept the peace by sayin yes to this guy (cant say name) who i like but not like like if u get wat i mean(if u dont thats ok) jus so no one wuld fite anymore. as soon as i told all my buddyz pandemonium broke out. my best friend told me she h8ed this guy and she doesnt qwant to see him evr. my guy buddy A (code name) told me he hated me and told me to go to hell kickd me off his buddy and blacklisted me plus he called me a wh0re. (later we made up)the two best friendz got mad at first but then one of them said nvm he will eventually mess up and i will b there to comfort and marry u >.< (the othr one bcame my slave haha) one alreddy had a GF(ahem sry WIFEY) thank goodness and said he was happy for me. it eventually cooled down but they still painfully joke about it.

5). i hav trouble hardcore training and such and end up askin one of my buddyz to help me and then i end up goin all ovr evrywhere doin w/e for them or chasin them down.

oh wow i ended up tellin u more than wat i ment to but o well those are sum of the reasons i find it hard to lvl i will b back with more unfortunatley T-T *heavy sigh*