Ok so this is how it all went down. You guys may have recently noticed that I have been depressed lately, as I had said in Chapter 17 of The Fire Within. Here’s what happened.
The last time I logged on to MapleStory (My dad blocked it afterwards), I talked to the person I had a crush on (name not revealed for confidentiality). We were really close to eachother I guess, and we could talk about anything. Our homework, our friends, our families, the sky, a bird, a butterfly, etc. I thought she liked me too beacuse she, being the flirtatious girl that she is, kept leading me on, but apparentely I was wrong. Anyways, out of no where, she drops a nuclear warhead on me. Here’s how it basically went:
Her: Hey btw someone asked me out this weekend.
Me: er, ok did you say yes?
Her: Yea, I did, but it’s no big deal.
Like the coward that I am, I tell her immedietely that I had to go. I log off and sit at my computer with tears streaming down my face (I am in my room with the door locked). With nothing to express my emotions on, I decide to write Chapter 17 of The Fire Within. So that’s that.
This was a This-is-why-I-am-so-flippin-pissed-off-and-depressed blog.
-=The Nazgul=-
Was it right for me to laugh after reading this blog?
~Cheezy
Don’t be depressed. Its not the end of the world. . .
wow thats pretty mean cheezy
also no its a bad experience blog
i dont think there is a This is why I am so flippin pissed off blog
no but that suks man
=(
also no its a bad experience blog
i dont think there is a This is why I am so flippin pissed off blog
no but that suks man”
Well, I was going for sympathetic and caring. It’s kind of akward how things turned outÂ…
~Cheezy
Aww.
I hope you feel better.
=[
I think you should really talk to her about it.
No use to keeping it to yourself, it’ll make it worse.
I made that mistake once.
Yes I think I’ve learned that by now, but for some reason, I don’t want to. I guess I’m stubborn to the point of stupidity.
-=The Nazgul=-
Blah.
Same thing happened to me, except she was all “lol i hat j00 i r write note 2 u say i no liek u cuz i coward, kk?”
“no fak j00 [female dog]”
“what u no red my note”
“jah i did go away”
*she sends me billions of chainmail things through text*
Texts: “SOMEONE U MISS WIL RELIZE HAO MUCH DEY WANT U IN TEH NEXT 12312132 SECONDS GIVE ME YOUR MONEEZ”
“SEND DIS ON I LOVE J00 DONT FORGET ME EVEN AFTER I SHOOT J00”
“GIB TEH MESAR”
“TY”
-cough-
I got carried away o_o
I wish I could say something to help you, but I’m kinda in the same boat as you. -_- This kind of stuff is tough.
Part of me doesn’t feel pity for you at all, because assuming that someone you have never met in person likes you just because they actively converse with you in a positive manner, is a fools tale indeed.
But then I also feel bad for you a bit, because it must have been important to you if you actually cried over it. But honestly, if she dates a guy just like *snap* without even caring, she isn’t worth it. She might have . . . HERPES D:
Coward? No, I was depressed after a failed vanlentines day too. Porcrastinated too much? Yeah, GET OUT THERE IF YOU CRIED ABOUT HER!
Ask her out . Lol , you really did wirte it out , there’s a good boy . And
ARGH –
I keep thinking you’re a girl .
Why did everyone think I was a girl? Am I just that girly?
-=The Nazgul=-