Numbness

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
I’m become so tired
So much more aware
I’ve become a mess
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
~Linkin Park – Numb

Currently feeling – depressed

I just found out today that my best friend betrayed me to run after a girl that I like. I was just left standing there, wondering why he was so rash and stupid. Of course, he got rejected, but I still cannot believe that he did it. He knew that I secretly had feelings for her, but he still went away and tried to ask her out. What cheek!

Besides that, everything else went alright I guess. I log on to maple and start ripping some noobs off in Kerning (scrolls). That’s always fun.

Noob: Selling scroll for magic attack 60%!
Me: How much?
Noob: Offer
Me:50k?
Noob:okokokokokokokokotytytytytytytym3s0sp10x!!!!!!

In short:
Buying a return scroll to Kerning: 600 mesos
Restocking on pots (very low): 50k
Ripping noobs off by more than 1000%: priceless. XD

Anyhoo, back on subject, I am stuck here feeling stupid. In one hand I feel terrible because of what happened with my friend, but then I’m also feeling good because he got what he deserved.

This has been a Not-so-useless-not-to-me-anyways blog.

-=The Nazgul=-

13 thoughts on “Numbness”

  1. I feel really bad for you. I like this girl and shes like “pretty” now substuite with a word that begins with s and ends with exy

    But shes like in love with this actor or whatnot, She doesn’t even know him lol

  2. MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “MasterCheeze said: “o_o you like that face huh? o.o how about that one? 0.o or this? 0_o or even this? or you can just mix it up o_0 o.0 so many faces

    ~Cheezy <(‘.'<) I’ll just stick with Kirby.”
    Yah, what he said. Wait a second, that’s me! I quoted myself! Rejoice civilians because I have found out the secret to eternal life!

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said. And Waffle, I was one of the 4 (well 5 now I guess) that won a Golden Waffle? I hope it was me.

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said. Thx for stopping bye. I mean dropping by*

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said. It was a cool video. I’m proud that you would present this to random people even though there might’ve been imminent flaming. Are you the one that made this?

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said (I have no idea why I’m doing this). Also it would be cool if they made a Stump Boss or more Boss monsters for that matter. It seems that the few boss monsters they got now are always getting wooped by the mass amount of players that demand for a challenge. It’s getting to the point that they’re not even a challenge. There needs to be a super-strong monster that would take days to kill or something. I’m just rambling here so don’t mind me. Dipstick.

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said. I forgot to keep reading this series which I just realized is one of the best I’ve read! Keep it up because I don’t like to be dissapointed. . .

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said.
    Awesome! A new map and guild quests and a butt-load of new items! 😀
    Three cheers for the Red, White and Blue. (not the appropriate song for this case huh?)

    ~Cheezy”
    Yah, what he said. That was an excellent story! I got a little confused by all the characters and who’s-who but that isn’t enough to make me not like the story! Excellent work! Keep it up! Deer urine!

    ~Cheezy”
    I think that some hackers just act nice and polite so you don’t bann them. They try to persuade people into thinking it’s ok to hack as long as the person’s got manners and that they aren’t bothering anyone. It’s just a cover-up.

    ~Cheezy”

    Yah, what he said.
    I never thought of ripping off noobs in kerning. That’s how you get rich quick! Well too bad I don’t have that much feelings towards MS so yah. . . I’m not gonna bother playing even though I can get rich. Meh.

    ~Cheezy

  3. Lol dude, Cheezy, I don’t get rich from ripping noobs off. I get most of my income from Wraiths. I only rip noobs off when I’m bored. I was bored today, so I didn’t train and scammed for scrolls lol!

    -=The Nazgul=-

  4. It’s still a good idea though. xD
    Those noobs will never know what hit them. They could be. . . kinda rich and they end up selling a valuable scroll for meer pocket change.

    ~Cheezy

  5. my bro traded his snowboard for 5 100% scrolls for att for a claw.
    Good deal? or no?

    ~~like im supposed to know~~

  6. dee32693 said: “my bro traded his snowboard for 5 100% scrolls for att for a claw.
    Good deal? or no?

    what snowboard? since you do know that 100% att scrolls you can get from npc for 75k right, ?
    ~~like im supposed to know~~”

  7. Love that song.

    The same thing happened to me last year. I confided in my best friend who my crush had been for the past year, and she replies with “hey, what a coincidence, I like him too! So like, don’t get mad at me if I ask him out before you!”

    It took every ounce of my self-control to hold back every fiber of my being from tearing her face off <3

    And it turns out that before she asked him out, he told her that he didn’t like women, he liked men <3

    Oh, sweet redemption. . .

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