Author’s Note: I’m sorry, but I’m so pissed off by that spammer guy right now that I had to do this.
So apparently I can start a clan in Combat Arms. But since my internet is teh suc, I can’t make a clan T.T. Yes that’s right. That’s my pathetic excuse for making this MMO related. I’m very very sorry.
~Because of You~
Remember what you told me?
That day I left for the world?
You said the sun would guide me.
My life, my paths, everything.
You said the moon would watch over me as I sleep.
Protect me from the dangers of the world.
You said that you loved me.
And you were never going to leave me.
You said all those things.
You promised.
Yet I can’t find myself to believe you.
Not now.
I wanted to believe you.
When you told me everything was going to be alright.
I wanted to trust in you.
But your words just slip away.
Your lips say that you love
And that nothing would happen to me.
To us.
But reality sets in and the veil is lifted.
My eyes see what you really are.
A liar, a cheat, the devil incarnate.
I’ve spent countless hours by myself.
Hiding from your words.
Hundreds of days in despair.
With your lies tucked firmly in my mind.
Even now as I write this.
The tears spill out once more.
The hole in my heart tearing open even deeper.
I can’t stand it.
I can’t stand you.
So why did you have to do this?
Why did you have to leave me stranded with your lies?
We could have been happy.
Perfect.
Oh how I wish I could taste the feeling of perfection.
But what you did.
My life will never be the same.
So why, tell me.
Why did you have to break your promise?
I don’t even know how I feel anymore.
My fingertips tremble, unable to grasp the facts.
I don’t know what to say.
Am I angry? Sad? Happy?
The numbness surrounds me.
So because of you, I’ve lost my surroundings.
Everything is a blur.
A whirlpool of images.
Yet every day, your promises cross my mind.
And I hate myself for thinking of it.
I keep thinking tomorrow may change.
That maybe it will all be okay.
But each new sunrise brings about the same thing.
Disappointment.
Each new Tomorrow bring around another Today.
And each Today is another twenty four hours of pain.
Those three simple words.
Said too much.
Said too little.
They claw at my heart with razor sharp talons.
The jagged hole in my chest pouring forth blood.
Staining the floor crimson.
The color of love.
The color of hate.
Why did you do this to me?
Made me fall on my knees in sorrow.
I can’t even see you anymore.
I’m not even allowed to think of you.
But my mind wanders.
You wander into my mind.
I try not to think about you.
Why can’t you just let me be?
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache.
My mind is in chaos.
My heart is throbbing.
I need you now, more than ever.
Why did you leave me now?
I told you thousands of times that I loved you.
Yet now, the favor will never be returned.
Because of you, I am broken.
You are gone.
As I lay here in a pool of my own tears.
I can’t help but wonder of what could have been.
Of us.
Maybe something will change.
Maybe tomorrow, everything will be perfect once more.
Maybe I’ll see you again some day.
Maybe not.
Please don’t go, Grandpa.
Don’t leave me here alone.
Don’t go where I can’t follow…
-=The Nazgul=-
And so we have to put this on the front page again.
I hate spam.
You are making me very sad with the sad poems.
But we do HAVE TO stop that guy,
2 reasons. I want share my feelings with you guys. And I hate that sonofafkingarsecuksucker out of here.
-=The Nazgul=-
mmo-related?
WHO CARES lol
If you read that disclaimer at the top, IT IS MMO RELATED LAWL!
-=The Nazgul=-
-=The Nazgul=-“
well, i didn’t word it right.
WHO CARES if it’s not mmo-related
LAWL You still didn’t get it right. READ THE TOP!
-=The Nazgul=-
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YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
fag
lol
Lolol
Someone’s woken up on the wrong side of the bed today ;D
Lol, truthfully, I don’t know much about poems that I can clearly judge if one is good or bad
But I think this one is good!
Lol, I loved that Today and Tomorrow line
Wow, the end was so. . .like BAM!
I thought you were talking about some girl and then you just say GRANDPA! I swear if I wasn’t sitting in a desk chair and was sitting in a normal one I would have gone flying backward! XD
“All Because of You” is a U2 song! But it’s actually a happy song. 0.o
~LaZzz. . .(Sounds like you might be attracted to the spammer 0.o jk jk jk)
I only ever wrote one poem, and it went with a series of inked fantasy drawings. But I’ll never ever post it with the pictures, not even at my art shows, because it was a pathetic attempt to be slightly lyrical with a hint of dunno-what-the-hell-I’m-doing. So like Dame, I don’t know much about poems to clearly judge them, but this one was definitely good because it succeded in making me want to cut my wrists. The end.
Now look what you’ve done Naz D:
You’ve made a fool of everyone.
Oh well, it seems like such fun,
Until you lose what you have won.
~Jet: Look What You’ve Done.
-=The Nazgul=-
I remember one of my friends telling me about a song that was banned because it really made people commit suicide after listening to it. I wish I knew what it was ._. I just wanna hear it out of curiosity.
Who would really be stupid enough to kill themselves because of a song? . . .
Who would really be stupid enough to kill themselves because of a song? . . .”
You’d be surprised. 127 teens made a suicide pact after some song, and it was all over newspapers and everything. 1 died after another, and on facebook, they were all like, yeah, it’s awesome that we’re all going to heaven and crap like that.