You jealous? Because that’s exactly what I’m feeling. If you read my previous blog ” It finally happ…”. You will see I mentioned a “ex-friend”. Now is my blog about her.

Defintion of ex-friend: A use to be friend; long gone

~Note~ I have changed names in this for privacy reasons.

Kate (me) was best friends with Allison (ex-friend). We did everything together, hunt, fm hunt, spam. Then she got a boyfriend who was a nice guy I admit. They got married in August 07. I got married 3 days after. Then I decided to take a break from MS. Note: This was after my divorce. When I came back, I felt everything was flipped upside down. I went to see my friend Allison in Sleepywood when I saw her sitting next to a guy who was not her husband. As a joke I said “Cheating on your hubby?”. The guy was like “What?”. She messaged me and told me she had broken up with him and decided to keep the ring. I was in shock. The guy she was with was a complete jerk. For these two reasons: read more

Ok, so if you remember me I wrote about how I liked a guy he was engaged and blah blah right? Well! I’m back with a new story that if you look at title its pretty easy to tell what its about. This is what has happned within this week and last week.

. We started going out
. We’ve got engaged
. We are getting married sometime this week or next week read more

Well, Im back for another blog section. As you can probably tell the more I write these the more I get deep into thought. Today I dont want to go to far. Ok so I’m just gonna get going hopefully you guys can keep up. Ok so I have been playing MS for about 2 years now I played at the end of beta. A little while after I quitted MS I played another game. On this game I met a guy who was extremely nice and had alot to say was funny and always helped me when I was down. So I began to hang out with him more and more. But then my payment for the game ended. After it ended I did something I thought I would never in a million years do, I got a renewal just so I could hang out with my friend for a while longer. Eventually I got tired of the game and did in fact quit. After I quitted I missed my friend so much I had asked my other good friend from the game to help me get in contact with him. Then when I got in contact with him I conviced him to play Maple Story cause thats what I was playing. So now its about a couple months of us to on Maplestory and thats when things start to get confusing. Cause the more I hang out with him the more I start to like hanging out with him and pretty soon I started to like him. The thing I have promised my self to never say to him is how I feel cause I know he doesnt feel the same way about me. In one way I think its harder to keep it inside then it would be to tell him, so I keep it to my self and all my good friends. I know I have to move on cause life goes on and I need to go on with it. So I will get over him eventually but for now Ill just be happy to see him get married in December. I cant show my feelings towards it but theres not that says I cant have feelings. Ill keep forever these feelings. I hope he has a great marriage and I wont ever have to see him go. If you read this I think you know who it is if your my friend. Dont tell him about this this was just my way I needed to get of my sadness. I did this because every day I see him and hang with him I get more feelings about him so I needed a place where I could store my feelings. I thought here might be safe so dont flame me or anything like that please. No one asked you to read this. read more

Ok so, I just recently got a divorce and i decided to tell you guys 1. why I got it and 2. what its like 3. Advice. Ok im going to start with advice cause thats the one i want everyone to know. For those of you newly engaged I have one word of advice for the girls. Girls make sure hes the one for you. The one you want to talk to all the time. I found out from my divorcement that its not easy to go through it. And if you rush a marriage its hard to see beneath the guys actual face. Ok so heres number 1 the reason I got it was because after 2 months of a great MS marriage. I saw a different side of him I never knew exsisted. So thats why. Now number 2 what its like going through divorce. Ok well its really hard to start with but after a while you have to move on and get a new start in life. I got a divorce 2 weeks ago and since it was a 2 month marriage its not easy to go through it. So I’m still looking for a guy but im not rushing it and im not letting me go to it im letting it come to me. read more

OMG so today there was a maple radio thing… It was ch12 fm U WONT BELIEVE IT!!! They gave away 10knx i didnt win that but I won 100k!!!!!!!!! All you had to do is answer questions one of them was so easy i laughed it was what is the name of the monster monkey. ((Lupin)) =D That was so much fun!!!!!

Omg so today…. I was playing on my noob on bera. Anyways, the person who smegaed said that they bought 200k nx. Normally… I dont believe it. But that person kept on smegaing for like what 20 mins? Then he used the rest on Gacha. Anyways THAT WAS WAY to much to spend for nx.