Lorie, I don’t know how to quite to put it into a story..but I’ll try. I guess it’d be better if you knew everything, from start to finish.
“I’ve never loved you at all, you mean nothing to me and everything I said to you was a lie.” Saying that, I walked away with a hysteria of sadness, betrayal, and confusion, away from the ship to Ellinia, the same ship we met on, the same ship that it ended. I looked back one last time at the girl who was my everything, she was screaming to me, tears steady streaming from her eyes, begging me not to go, I quickly looked around not knowing what to do next. I looked up into the sky and as if all the angels in the sky were shedding tears for my misery, it rained, and it rained hard. Memories constantly played into my head, picture perfect moments of us from the first time we met, til now, slowly playing over and over again as I walked through what seemed to be the most quiet and longest pathway ever. My heart hurting with every pounding beat, I studdered to myself, “I…I gotta..I gotta forget about her..I can’t be miserable like this.” I looked at the crush ring one last time, Grace’s name engraved on it, I slowly began to remove the ring from my finger and I closed my eyes, throwing it with every strength I could possibly gather up. As I began to reach Orbis, I saw the bench where we used to sit, and I sat there, not wanting to let go, I clenched my hands tightly together, teary eyed, and I slowly began to pray, not caring who saw me, ” Lord…Jesus…send me an Angel…please.”