As title. I went to log in today and I got the ” either you are not online or the server is undergoing matinence, please check the website” or whatever. I go to the website, and all servers are up and running. And then I see a post on basil about this. And I find out they blocked all US and UK IP addresses. Fun fun. So now I can’t even play SEA. I guess it’s kind of a good thing, since now I won’t end up attatched to my SEA characters, but it also means I have nothing to do. Still haven’t found my DS, so I have no games to play. I’m still reading The Stand, but I’m kinda bored. I started writing though. read more

Gib me caffiene~ Yea I’m bored and I don’t want to get on MS because I have to leave for school soon. Anywayz.

I tried OPQ last night, I dun like it 😡 it takes too much time, and papa pixie is a ho. We ended up having a hacker in our party too, who we didn’t even notice until we were probably 1/3 into papa pixie. So I go to leave party, had my mouse over the “leave party” button and WHAM! My comp lags again~ I was like..ho crap, BANZ?! So I log back in and I’m fine D: But yea, we had like…50 seconds left in pq too, because the sealed room took forever to do and we got kicked from it twice for taking too long 😡 so I got 5% exp and no prize. It was an ok distraction, but like most pqs, fails as exp gain. read more

O.M.G. I went on my helm run today, and guess what happened? I LAGGED OUT RIGHT AS THEY WERE SUMMONING. So I’m TICKED OFF. I saw it coming and was begging for it not to lag me out, and it did. So now I’m super p*ssed because I was so excited to get my helm tonight, and now I have to wait even LONGER. THIS SUCKS.

whee, got my page to lvl 67. Yay <3 3 more lvls til sexy white knight. I’m really excited because I want to make it to knight, one because elemental attacks = gasm, the other because my now ex-friend ( the one I deleted from previous blog ) NEVER believed I could do it. IN. HIS.FACE. >D *spiteful b**ch mode* Plus DBs are awesome swords, and I want to wield mine. And new nx, going to get trans hat, red sailor skirt and old school uniform top, along with getting a new pair of metal shades since the ones I have now expire on wensday. I really wanted this other outfit I made up, but it’s exactly 1800 nx over what I have. Stupid Nexon should put the stuff I want on sale 😡 read more

Update-thing. Cb is pretty much fully retired, but every time I get on her I feel a little regret. I dunno if it’s just because I worked so hard on her or not, or just because she’s higher lvled or what. Anyway, been trying to train page and I’ve been scrolling stuff for the first time, so far I’ve scrolled an 82/5 fang, and 2dex/4acc/2 slots wg. Going to scroll one cape for dex and one cape for str at 60. I mean, even if this turns out bad, then I know dont mess with scrolls anymore and stick with prescroll XD It’s so fun when they work though. I just hate when they fail T_T read more

Ok, so I decided during the day, once I get my cb to 90, I’m officially retiring her and moving to my page. One of my friends is buying my dt/larceny when he gets enough, and I’m selling my seclusion sometime soon so I can fund my page. Roughly estimated, selling my cbs equips+ scrolls I have+ current meso, she should be sitting at around 200mil, which will last fairly long >.> I MIGHT be able to skip lvl 40 AND 50 swords, my guild leader on my cb scrolled a 70/5 1 slot lionsheart, and if he can get one more 60% to work on it I can keep it til 60, which I’m hopefully getting a sparta for soon. I’m going to try to get lvl 50 by sunday, 6 days and 7 lvls to go ._. if I camp out at bgs tomorrow ( no classes again due to -20 degree tempuratures ) I can mabey get to 45. Then after that I;d only need a lvl a day, and at bgs that = easy. read more

Ok, so lately, I’ve been on my page a lot, and I’ve been seriously considering retiring my cb. SO, I want opinions. My cb is lvl 89 and 20%, should I get her to 90 before retiring, retire now, or keep training her? Page is lvl 41, 0%, but SO much fun. I think the reason I’m having doubts about this is because the majority of my friends are all 3rd job+, one is even lvl 120. So if I did retire my cb, I’d have to upgrade my pages’ blist to 50, and tell all of them delete my cb off the list and add my page. Blargh ~_~ I just don’t know which one to pick. read more

Ok, so this is just a general blog of what’s been happening lately, other than the subject of my last blog. Zangetsu, my home guild since 4x, was disbanded again by our leader, and we didn’t remake it. Alex, though, remade it on his mule to have the name saved if we ever wanted to remake it. I don’t know if it will though. It’s finally sinking in though. It’s gone. The guild I called home for so long is dead. It’s kind of depressing when I start to think about it. It seems surreal to me, I know it’s gone, but I don’t feel like it is. read more

Ok, so lately I’ve just been hanging around on maple and somewhat training my page, an PEOPLE ON MY BLIST ARE IGNORING ME. I’M. GETTING. MAD. Example: I asked my friends for either 2 or 3 days if anyone had ever heard of the band Augustana, and it took til TODAY for ONE person to answer me =/ I ask people what they’re up to, and I sit there for 5+ minutes waiting for ONE reply before I just say nevermind. Funny thing is, when I tried to get my friends to pay attention and STOP ignoring me, the guy I like, yes, the guy I like, called me a drama queen and attention wh*** behind my back when I tried to get him to go do something with me. I feel so gosh darn loved <3 So when my friend told me this, I talked to him about it, and he told me that he wanted to train to catch up to me. When just a few days before he was saying how we NEVER have time to do anything together. So, when I don’t try to do stuff with him, it’s my fault, and when I do, I’m being an attention wh***. NICE. read more

Ok, so. I ended up skipping math this morning, bad girl, I know, but I did it for a good reason >.> I was taking a shower this morning and thinking about where my life was going, and after I flipped on the t.v. to put on ‘that’s life with robin swaboda’, and they had the band augustana on. And they played the song ‘Boston’. and it got my mind thinking. I’ve been going to college because this is what everyone else wants. Not what I want. So, I think I might drop out after this semester and get a regular job, while trying to pursue my dream of being a writer/illustrator..basically, I want to do comics. And the reason I skipped math was because I started getting a rough draft together for a contest I plan to enter when the next one comes up, assuming my comic is all put together by then. I think I have a decent chance of getting at least a runner up slot if I can get my act together. And that’s what I need to do, get myself together and I think I can succeed if I actually try. So I guess maple will be cut back on training a lot, but oh well. Lei can sit at 89 for a bit more.. >.> Anyway, back to my rough draft. read more