this is hard for i know all i have been writing about is my husband. but today i just got a note from his cousin saying hes dead wat am i suppose to do. i believe him. then i think hes lying. im really sad. im flooded with tears. he had to leave me and didnt give me a letter or email. if he is lying i am going to be soo mad.
here is a picture of me and him be4 i love him soo much i cant let go.