Everything is so uneventful. I don’t have time to do things that I want to anymore. Like play maple story for a long long long time. Or watch TV. I just sit there studying in the weeee hours of the morning. I guess that’s the price I have to pay for being in College.

Anyway, I happened to play maple story for a couple of hours the other day. As I got on, it was a bit strange. I talked to the guild leader for a moment, talking about things that I shouldn’t really mention on here. Anyway, he gave me great advice, well, not really. I just wanted someone to talk to and as he said “I’m always willing to listen”. During the few days before I met some people and became quick friends with them. They’re funny, and young, and funny read more

Bleh, my previous blog had to be deleted because it was stupid and filled with drama. Well, I guess you can’t reach them all with apologies. Oh well. Anyway, as I said before I deleted that blog. Reading back on it… O_o it was stupid. Perhaps it was the type of music I was listening to. I don’t know. It’s so cold out.

I’m tired of trying to be the bigger person and be humble and apologizing for the things that I’ve done wrong. It’s ok, it doesn’t matter any-freakin’-way because it’s just a jerk behind a computer screen playing a game, right? I’m not better. I seriously need a chill pill. read more

Part 2:

The Stray Dog

Chapter 8

“What you gain from those you lost, you’ve gain nothing at all.”

What had happened between Amana and me was just a strange introduction.

Like any man at my age, at the time, would have completely fallen for an older woman like her; even though she was engaged to someone whom she never once mentioned. And like any man at my age, I fell for her charms and her slick ways of being a woman, who always got whatever she wanted. read more

I’ve been thinking with the sound of beautiful music in my ears. I think everyone will agree, or at least played Final Fantasy VII, that First Love (instrumental) by some Japanese Singer/Composer (Sorry I forgot who sung that song).

Anyway, I’ve been thinking, for the pass few days now, that I have accomplished nothing. Sure I leveled once, and that’s all that I’ll ever do. Of course I’m not letting go of my goals, but it just seems to far for me to grasp at the moment. I already started my new job, and I’m about to go to school for Art and Literature. read more

Well, I guess that this blog is pretty much three little blogs in one. I guess I should go in order then? No?

Good Fortunes

Well, in my life I wasn’t the most fortunate child. I never really got what I wanted until I hit Junior High School and a small job where people pay me to take advance High School studies. But that just suddenly changed in the pass three years. read more

No, not reffering to the movie The Holiday. Even though I saw it and found it to be somewhat of a crappy movie, but I cried because I’m a sucker for romance.

Ahh… The holidays. Break out the egg nog and ginger bread men and sit around the open flames of your fire place and decorate your christmas tree, even though I haven’t done that yet. read more

Note: Just so you know, Dorian and Renji are both male. Before you fly off the handle and call me a ‘fag’ yes I’m a girl, and yes I’m older than you (most of you anyway [19 years old]) and no there isn’t any ‘gay’ moments in there (like kissing, hugging, touching). Also, I do not discriminate against homosexuality and the characters in this story are mostly fictional (Renji and Dorian at least). Don’t bother flaming me about this chapter or any of my previous chapters/work because I will not respond to such childish acts and will most likely ignore what you say. Anyway, enjoy the chapter.

Part I:

The Beginning

Chapter Six

“Live life with regrets.”

They said that a woman drove herself into insanity and killed herself in her bed. Her wounds slowly spoke blood and filled the room with the stench of death as the weapon that killed her was discovered under her bed, in the middle of the pool of rotted blood.

I wanted to believe it, but I knew it wasn’t true. read more

… Or is it a magnificent marketing ploy to get all of your mesos… In Scania!

Listening to Gary Jules – Mad World

If you haven’t heard of this song… then you must at least heard the first verse on the Gears of War commercial… I love that commercial <3

All right, all right… don’t bite my head off. I know I’m not from Scania anymore; I have my first Mage there since Maple Story Global came out. I go way back to the Beta Days, Yeah baby, Tespia! read more

All right… my break was fairly short. Lol

Currently Listening to… REM – Loosing My Religion

I’ve played on Maple Story today. Turns out I level my little archer. Nothing to big.

I played on my Main Character, Aaru, and I had a small Maple Date. It was fun. Some thoughts in my head cleared when we went to stalk a good friend of ours. And she in turn was ‘winging it’ on Fire Boars. We all pretty muched talked about which Guild should I join, and 1337 speakers, and also noobs and kill stealers. read more

Currently Listening to VNV Nation – Endless Skies

As of late, I’ve put everything on hold until everything in my life and in my “internet” life is settled.

So my story, blogging, drawing, advicing, etc are on hold. My mapling – on hold.

I’m just so tired right now. And it seems like a war is going on between the captian and the dedicated bloggers that ‘live’ here. read more