~This is Not About Christmas~

‘Tis the season to be merry..

I am anything but that.

For me, I am uber Emo now . Should I say why? Or should I not? Best get it off my chest . Lets start in the beginning .
[Before anyone bans me, yes, it is maple related ]

I started playing maple because it acted as a stress reliever for me . You can say its like my stress ball . You could fool around in there and act mad, and everyone would just laugh and joke around with you . Yeah . Happy times .

Some noobs want to be a high lvl monster-arse kicking Character . But some of the higher leveled maplers and some people like me would give anything to turn back the hands of time and go back to our first day,where we thought Red Potions were godly and reaching 2nd job was our ultimate goal . We even thought that 100k was a unachievable sum of money .

We were innocent at that time, never participating in defame or ks wars, or even think of hacking . But there will come a time, when someone shows you how hard,cruel and merciless the world can be, and how there is no escape from it . Then you will begin to learn how to hate people, how to threaten, and how to play cruel jokes . There were less pervy people because the Marriage System haven’t came out yet .

Things started to change dramatically for me, when I was pq-ing in Kerning, in my first perfect character .[Yes,its Annikabelle] I was just jumping around tracking people, like any low-leveled pq-ers should, when someone [Lets call her Nat]started yelling vulgarities at me for no reason at all. Yes, I was angry. Yes, I was mad. But no, I didn’t shout any vulgarities back at her . Perhaps she was angry I didn’t react, so she dropped my fame . No ordinary human can take this sort of abuse, so I dropped her fame . It turned out that she had a very high leveled sister in Real life, and her sister came to kerning and paid many people to drop my fame .

The high leveled girl laughed, a cruel smile stealing over her face as she handed 10 thousand mesos to the gleeful mapler who has just dropped a girl’s level of fame . She was satisfied as she sneered at the girl, and threw 100k mesos at her face . She jeered “Go get your fame back . And don’t ever drop my sister’s level of fame again. Ever.”

The injustice . The pain.. and the shame.. All of it was unbearable . I never wanted to feel so helpless again.

That was the person who has shown me how there are bad people, even in a game . That was the person who had shown me that there were people out to get me, anywhere and everywhere.

I trained hard, with the new 2x experience cards that just came out . Not long after, the marriage system came out, and the many requests of “Can you be my gf?” followed it . The pervertic people followed in its wake .

Then, I met him .

I was training with my friend at Parking Lot, and he flashed jump by . He asked me if I wished to join him in the Anego Hunting party. Why not? I had just leveled . What had I got to lose?

Oh..why didn’t I refuse him..?

The days passed . I trained with him everyday at Anego . I joined his guild of high leveled people . It would be a dream for anyone ..

We became quite close, and he asked me the question,which I had refused so many..

“Will you be my Girlfriend..?

I thought..long and hard..They always said Maple relationships are like fireworks..They are all beautiful in the beginning,but they shimmer and disappear in the end..

But I accepted him .

Everything went smoothly . A week passed, and he decided to tell the Guild Members . Remembering how surprised they had been still makes me laugh..Everything was almost straight out of a fairytale.

As all stories, things started to get wrong . He reached his goal, and went straight to his other goal . He was a levelling freak . Our time together started to shorten, until we didn’t see each other at all.. We didn’t speak, and we almost forgot each other . I realised everything . Why had I been so blinded..?

Training is his first love, nothing can change it. He’s only interested in fighting, nothing else.

Why waste my time.. and his? It came to today, where I decided to say goodbye to him, and get out of his life . To let him forget me, forget that I ever existed .

My friends caught wind of it, and decided to try and comfort me in building trees . It worked, until some person whispered me and said..

xShadowSiNx <33 Annikabelle

It was upsetting . More upsetting than I thought it would be.Our relationship[If there was ever one] was broken . He should learn to accept . I didn’t like him anymore . Why couldn’t he have left me alone..?All the happiness I had worked up from the Christmas trees went *POP* and disappeared, as if it had never been there .

Goodbye..xShadowSiNx..

Go on . Laugh at me if you wish x) . I dont care . <3333

I’ll be leaving Singapore IN [IN ya hear me silver? IN!!!!]5 days .
You can remember me..Or forget me..

Bye guys . I’ll remember all of you. [And thats including you]<3333

Magykal Moments x)