Bleh, my previous blog had to be deleted because it was stupid and filled with drama. Well, I guess you can’t reach them all with apologies. Oh well. Anyway, as I said before I deleted that blog. Reading back on it… O_o it was stupid. Perhaps it was the type of music I was listening to. I don’t know. It’s so cold out.

I’m tired of trying to be the bigger person and be humble and apologizing for the things that I’ve done wrong. It’s ok, it doesn’t matter any-freakin’-way because it’s just a jerk behind a computer screen playing a game, right? I’m not better. I seriously need a chill pill.

Any-freakin’-way, I’ve been wanting to play Ghost Online. >.> And yes, I wanted to play ever since Fadox made that little video… it got me hooked! (Even though I haven’t played haha). I don’t really know what to do, stay with MS or skip over to Ghost Online… o.o how about both?

Ok, so what, I was a little dramatic with “please come back to the guild”. Ok the whole thing is… is that it’s boring and bland and dreadful without that guy (Tenan) in the guild. However, some who don’t know him don’t really care. I know for a fact that the leader was shocked beyond all comprehension. And most people, the regulars, don’t want him to leave. I took over his account a few times and gave the news to his buddies. And did you know what those ungrateful little girls did?! They call me out my name, thought I was a guy, and accused me of hacking into the his account.

And all I said was “I have the rights to his account now!” and then they’re like “I have the rights to delete you now!” What B*tches XO … That really just works up my nerves!!!!

Any-freakin’-way, besides that person leaving. I finally got the balls to muster up the strength to ask someone close to me to share a crush ring. (And as stated in the previous blog) We talked for a brief moment and he sold me on the idea that we were just too far apart emotionally and that it would never really work out because of the different time issues and then level gap and the maps we train. To keep it all short, honestly, he could have just said no. Honestly.

There was a second person who I asked, but he just seemed to laugh at me and just walk off. This was very disrespectful.

Doesn’t matter anyway, I don’t really want someone to share a crush ring, even though I have one safely put away in the Cash Shop T_T

Yeah…

AH! I doubt anyone has seen my archer.(Chijiku, Bera) She’s cash-shopped out. It’s funny, I bought her a bruised eye so I’m getting sympathy and “WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU FACE” or “WHO HIT YOU!!!”. It’s always like that when I log on. I find it all too funny.

She has those special event packages so it was cheap. And with all the NX cash I have, I revived my bunny ^__^ She’s so cute!

But with all this, I’ve decided not to play on my Ice-Lightning anymore, there’s too much drama and things like that. So I’ll just stick with my Archer until I get her to level 30 and advance her to her 2nd job advancement!

Well, in other news. I’m making a small guild project with BEDLAM to make a guild collage for the leader. Then shortly after I finish with Sins of a Chief Bandit I was planning to write a story about the guild. I told my guild leader about it. And he laughed a little. Then he got into the idea. Then he said to me “Can you make sure me and my Maple Wife have hot steamin’ [intercourse]” I died laughing when he said that. I told him I haven’t thought of the plot yet. But when I do… Oh we’ll just see how that turns out. Haha!

I feel better today. Better than I did a few hours ago. And that’s a good thing!

End the Drama, please change the channel. Drama is for stories; even I have to remember that.

Luv ya!

5:03pm

-Aaru

PS. I need to vent a little… and sadly it’s usually MS that I end up venting about